I am not pretty, not very intelligent, my family is not rich. i am the definition of ordinary. I have no ambitions in life, no interesting qualities. and yes i read all the shit about"oh every" is interesting and unique etc." not me. I finished college a year and a half ago and i still dont have a job, i am not looking for one either. i live with my dad, who is practically unemployed too. i am amazed how we afford to survive. we couldnt pay our bills so we dont have phone or internet at home anymore. Our house is like shit too. I never clean or tidy up, trying to make it even more depressing than it already is. We barely speak with my dad too. We didn't speak about my mom since she died 5 years ago. when i am outside, i play careless and happy like anyone cares, but actually i am all about worries and sadness. | |
I'm sad and angry right now... that's why I'm here in this website, but I think that beauty, intelligence, money and education don't automatically give ourselves happiness... No one knows really. But something is for sure, stop putting your life on hold and do something.
cheers.
I'm sure you're still sad about your mom and that's part of your issue, but your situation isn't going to magically improve itself. YOU have to make changes and improve your life.
You're life doesn't sound that bad, but I gave you a "yeah that sucks" to make you feel better.
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