I guess everybody has that fantasy of meeting their lifetime lover or fated one. I've been hoping for that person all my life, but I guess I'll never find them at this rate. Nobody would want me anyway. I'm lazy and have numerous bad habits. I'm disorganized, a real ditz, clumsy, and messy in general. I can't handle all these things I'm supposed to take care of and I absolutely loathe housework. I mean, people have told me I'm pretty, but my personality is a total disaster and guys would never want a lazy girl. After all, why would any guy in his right mind want some awkward girl who never wants to clean the house or do work? I feel like I have to hide my true disgusting nature in public, and nobody knows how messy and lazy I really am. So, even if I did manage to have some guy interested in me by some freak chance, I would definitely ruin it if we lived together. Also, my own mother told me that I would never get married. She was joking, but...I'm honestly a little doubtful right now.
Haha, I guess this doesn't really count as my life sucking, does it? Oh well. I just kind of wanted to write that. This website is almost like a collecion of diary entries. | |
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