i mean i went thru so much in life but thats one thinq i culd say i never let nobody see me down becasue i feel like if people see me down then they wuld feel the same way and thats foolishness man ...
my mama was married to my little brother daddy since i was like 5 and now im 18 years oldd now but from the age 6 till 15 i been getting rapped by him i mean i cryed every niqht i started not to trust BOYS and idkk but shyt was crazy" i was beat on for not given him me and it was everyday threw them ages i cryed so bad imaging a 6 years old getting tied down to a chair getting forced to watch porn and gettinq slapped around and wooped with peddles and shyt to give a grown as men your body . TEARS :( ..
i mean at them tyme i wanted to tell my mama but he said if i told her he wuld have to kill all of us that shytwas crazy .. so i went thru my hole life just getting raped ..
I HATED HYM BUT I DIDNT HATE MEH NOR MY LIFE..
I remembered when i use to try to fight back or bite hym or somethinq he wuld tell my mom i did something real badd and i use to get woped with a paddle or extension cord for no reason that shyt was crazy TEARS ;(
and after all that it made me whom i am now all in my school work ,smart with one guy i mean everyday i think about iht but i make sure i keep a smile on my face so people wont KNOW | |
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