my life has been rough since day one my mom left me at 6 months of age w my elderly grandma she came to the us from mexico when i was 3 she send for me i had not seen her or talked till then..i came to this country just to endure hardship..i have lived in an broken down school bus in the country no heater in the winter no air in the summer had to keep a look out for snakes rats and roches we all slept in the floor i would hear my mom cry at nigh.. it hard to remamber.. when i was 5 we moved in w an older guy sharing a 2 bedroom house he started to sexually abusing me he would beat me and tell my mom i was being bad but really it was from when i would try to fight him i.. i never told my mom never told anyone i was afraid they would tell me it was my fault..we moved to houston when she got married but sad to say things didnt change idk why i have this luck my stedad starred toching i hated it when ever i stayed home w him i tried to kil myself at the age of 12 13 and twice at the age of 15 i manage the bleeding myself never wenent to the hosital.. so my parents never found out about it.. i got pregnant at 16 and now i had a girl im not with the dad and im bak at living at home although i tyr to stay away from my stepdad as much as possible but sometimes its in ossible i try to take care of my daughter not to leave her alone im scared she might go throw what i went throw im not sure where my life is going too i make almost no money cant get a good job cuz im not a legall resident i wish i was i would take any job i could to get out of this hell hole i call home... |
New Comment