born to kill | | Posted by CFA at December 7, 2010 | | Tags: Anger Attitude 2010 December |
it started 6th grade my life was as fucked up as could be. my teachers,and students laugh at me when i walk by,or call me names i didnt now what they ment i would just sit there and look. the anger inside me grew.
7th grade i saw a ad about the united states marine corps i wanted in... all of seventh grade i had MORE AND MORE ANGER BULDING UP.the teasing and name calling wouldnt stop
but in 8th grade NO ANGER HAD COME OUT. I COULDNT WAIT I HAD TO DO SOME THING THEN I KNEW I WANTED TO DO KILL... THIS HAS BEEN MY DREAM TO FUKIN BLOW SOME MOTHER FUCKING ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES HEAD OFF! CLOSE RANGE. SOMETIME I WISH I COULD JUST GET A GUN AND KILL EVERY ONE.
MY LIFE ISNT HELL ITS MY HELL I LOVE MY COUNTRY BUT I FEAR I WILL DIE.NOT FROM SOMEONE IN THE UNITED STATES BUT OUT. SEMPER FI-ALWAYS FAITHFUL.
ANGER IS MY LIFE AND MY SCHOOL IS MY HELL. |
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seriously, reading and finding something you enjoy/love will help you feel positive again. you know how atheletes train their physical abilities? well the mind can be trained as well.
BIG JIM was a great guy, and you know what, I think you are to. But the military wont take you with the mind set of anger. I had my share of hell in school also. I had to fight to get to school daily , and some times in school to on the same days. It was a relief not to have to fight to get home on the few days i didn't. I got so good at fighting back I never lost, even when it was 4 or 5 kids at once trying to beat me. I know all about peer preasure, and I know the teachers are just as bad as the students starting and picking on you.
My words of advice for you are biblical. "GOD SAID in the end those who were kings will be slaves and those who are slaves will be kings. "
Your true destiny is coming, just like many celebrities were poor homeless, even Jim Carey lived in a car with his family for years. Now Jim makes 20 million dollars a film. Whoopi Goldberge was homeless and so was MMichael J Fox. Most of those MMA Fighters were picked on when they were kids.
So do yourself a favor, start to tell your counselors at school whats going on, tell your parents, ad also write a letter to your local news or radio about the bullying and the stress you have at school. Leave out the threats and the violence you feel like doing that will get you in trouble. I bet this willhelp you,. Also give yourself a chance to be a king some day and don't do anything stupid. OK
ALEX LYRICS
Just chill out.
Your anger hurts you more than anybody else, deal with it. Your anger will burn your soul out.
My friend, please do not take out your anger on people who have not hurt you. Take it out on the fuckers who make fun of you.
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