I am 28 yrs old..im a bigger guy i weigh about 210 now i was 250 7 months ago so i guess that makes me feel a little better,But i say to myself why did i loose weight if i dont go out anywhere and show myself off.My job sucks ass i hate it i worked there for 6 years and make nothing...under 20,000 a year.I still live at home with my parents and fucking hate it.I do not have the balls to kill myself.I have only had 1 girlfriend my whole life and lost my virginity when i was 27 years old.I hate living,,,,some people are cut out for life on this ball of stress that is called earth and im not one of them.I have no friends and go out no place.I still have no idea what i am going to do about my future....for some reason i dont care because i really dont see a future for myself...I hope i will be dead to be honest |
Do you need more education for a better job? Start thinking about how you could do that. Get a piece of paper and write down everything that you REALLY want.
Do you want to be independent, have your own apartment, more of a social life, etc? Then start thinking about what it would take to get yourself there. Hey, what have you got to lose? Could it be worse? At least you tried for something better.
1. Kill yourself.
2. Do nothing and stay miserable.
3. Change.
A Friend From Canada
and i know why yo lost that weight, you lost those pounds for yourself.
Keep up that damn good work bro, and it will pay off in the end.
Take care of yourself. buy fixing yourself you are opening the door and inviting others into your life.
You are on the right track you started losing wieght dont give up now, get more motivated.
Get the book i swear it helped me and it will help you
You matter, and you have to matter to you.
You cannot expect others to love something you dont. And you do love yourself, you just forget some times. :)
i hate what i m doing now
I still live at home with my dad and fucking hate it
i am too pussy to kill myself
i had only one bf all my life with whom i lost my virginity
i am going through post break up shit and i wish i werent born
i need someone to rant who rants back.will u please?
yours is an old entry but will you please ?
jhingeful@gmail.com
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