LIFE SUCKS

life sucks

I am 53 years old i have nothing, most people my age are planning retirement.I am divorced and have a 19 year old daughter and 1 year old grandson and love them both.I have always tried to be a good father,son and brother and have helped my family and friends out with anything that was in my power.I'm not complaining but it seems there is no way in hell that i can get a good break in life.No matter what i try to do and change things it always blows up in my face,i just can't get a break.I read these stories from people and i know where their coming from but it still doesn't do anything for me.If seems to me that only the miserable,selfish and cruel people who think about nobody but themselves get any where in this world.The only reason i'm still here is my daughter and grandson other than that i would have no reason to carry on.It gets harder and harder to cope with life i don't know what to do anymore, even what i doing right at this moment when a hit that send story will probalby screw up.I don't even know what i'm expecting from this little story i just don't know, i guess i'm just want to give.Maybe this might help someone else but it's doing nothing for me.