Okay, my life doesn't suck that bad. But it sucks badly to ME.
I've just failed two tests and a quiz and I'm supposed to be smart. I have no self control and spend all my time online doing absolutely nothing. I have plenty of time to do my homework, but I never use it well. My parents are disappointed. I'm a loser at school, and whenever we are supposed to pick partners in class, I'm always the one left out. I do have friends and people have told me that I'm pretty but I'm just not very outgoing. I'm so very very irresponsible. I just forgot about an extremely important meeting, and I'm always relying on other people to fish me out of a dilemna because of my own stupidity. I forget to do my chores because I'm so irresponsible, and I'm no contribution to my family whatsoever. All I'm capable of doing is pretty much eating and sleeping. I can't organize my life, I can't make good grades, I can't take care of my own matters. I used to think it was because I didn't care enough, but I was wrong. I never can do anything right. I always manage to screw up somehow. I feel like I can never grow up or be independent. Right now, I just feel like my life is falling apart. Sometimes I feel like giving up on everything and sleeping for a long long long time. | |
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