I'm 17 yrs old and a massive tomboy into skateboarding, motorbikes, soccer,bull riding, martial arts..anything that’s dangerous and crazy I guess..always the first to jump into a challenge or dare devil stunts nd broken bones and being in a wheelchair for a couple of months doesn’t stop me.
I’ve always been an outsider or ‘different’ or ‘insane’ in other peoples eyes even though I get along with most people nd can kick ass @ a party..but never been classified as a lifelong friend u know. Life is a pretty lonely road with loads of pot holes nd ditches – I’ve learnt to be real self motivated and independent as no ones ever had my back..my oldies are fucked up(suicidle,down on life even though they work there arses off 2 pay the bills for a farm they don’t even use) We don’t get along at all (wont even go there)
I thing the way people look and treat chicks are under rated nd full of bullshit….all girls I know are sluts nd have nothing goin 4 them but just there ‘life plan’ get married nd have kids nd let the guy provide – this is fuckin ridiculas nd really gets me pissed. I’m pretty laid back nd go with the flow when it comes to life but nothings workin out – I’ve been down loads of avenues from fitness training to motorbike mechanics leading to fast maturity for my age and loads of beliefs and open opinions about everything – dropped outta school early – drove me nuts..hated it big time!!
I guess everyone at this age feels like it’s the end of the world but I’ve been out there on my own nd know wat it’s like to be alone nd scared. I just want to be respected for who I am nd what I do - when I do make mates they want to shape nd mould me into something that I'm not like a slut in a dress or in my parents view 'get married for fucks sakes' I have no good or helpful influences just my own willing mind to keep on going nd not to change for other people. Got loads of dreams nd goals- like traveling nd meeting new cool people nd completing an apprenticeship - was full on into motocross bikes - so hard to get a dealership to take on a girl - tough harley bikes don't want chicks to work on their bikes I guess - too much pride the fuckers even though girls who dedicate there life in mechanics kick ass in this industry!! So sick of chicks being deceived as good for only one thing(sex nd housewives)- it's just fucked up - got loads of respect for girls out there trying to change the attitude, direction nd the image of this gender like michelle rodreguez - u go girl!! Man I reckon she must of been downed all the time nd people must of tried to changed who she is along her journey-but girls like us get through the thick rocky mud nd 'whip that ass'
Anyway money is a biggie for me right now cuz the stuff i wanna pull off is gonna need some serious 'leverage'. Guys nd girls out there - keep strong-pull yourselves together man - life is a beautful thing once our eyes are cleansed of all the bullshit - keep it real nd cool bro | |
dont lose fath in life and there is goed how test us and patience will sent u free thie what my dad say when he felt he sill dies
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