I know im not the only one with the same problems. My dad is a drunk and he has many mental problems. I have always been poor eating the government cheese. The erea i live in is the midwest of america so go figure im always finding myself going from one crappy job to the next because of economic downsizing of epic proportions,collecting unemployment or no income at all. Im in a shitload of dept from the poor lifestyle of not being able to pay all my bills because i live alone and i recieve very little help from people. I have medical problems that make me as sick as hell in times of no health insurance. Every woman i ever met used me to get back with someone else so none of those woman lasted long. I learned that fucking and dumping someone no matter how much they say they love you is the only way to go so thats my way of protecting myself from rejection and it feels kinda bad but not as bad as being rejected first. I always grew up in poor nieghborhoods and got into a lot of fights and i have had many things i loved stolen from me like stereos,cars,and so on. I have been mugged 3 times by gunpoint. The third time i got mugged i got away by running the mugger over with my car so i think he probably died but i dont care. I could tell you more on me but i will stop because i have things i cant even talk about that just tear me up inside. I know things could be way worse because i am outside everyday and i see things that really blow my mind. Im 36 years old. I still have i tiny little bit of hope left and i have 3 wonderful cats to care for. All i ask for is that things dont get worse. I dont ask for much. | |
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