My brother was killed in a traffic accident, then my parents died within three weeks of each other. I found my dad stiff and cold in a puddle of blood with a gun in his hand. My career has totally crapped out on me and I'm too old to start over again. My wife has many interests, none of which happen to be me. Every friend I have ever had has betrayed or dumped me. I have no family, no friends, and nobody to talk to. I haven't had a conversation with anyone in so long that I don't know how any more and I'm becoming afraid of dealing with people. I truly have nothing left to live for. | |
Forget the posts of these people who want you to give up. NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE. Under any religion you will go to Hell and believe me Hell is worse than this world. Read some near death experience of people clinically dead.
I understand the trauma you must have, and trust me many of us are under those similar circumstances.
Just a word of advice to you is that you need to give to others your time to the most needed, do some volunteering in the hospital or somewhere else. It really helps me when I am down and when I see this kids/adults suffering so much, I feel my problem is a problem but less than others and also, I get to meet many people and they talk about their problems and me mine.
I know many humans are losing their humanity.
Do not give up, please. Believe me that most of us are in this worls suffering a lot. God will always give you a test, but think that at least you have a bed, a place to sleep and food and I AM SURE your parents are around.
Let's focus on what we have and not in what we do not have in this world. Remember this world belongs to Devil, and the kingdom of God is up there, this is a test where we will get separated eventually from that evil, and remember that IT WILL BE FOREVER eternity.
I will keep you in my prayers.
God loves you!!!!!
The Judgment of God will come soon, you will see. Be strong as you will be the ultimate winner and all these hyenas who comment like this will see clearly their reward.
God Bless You!
Sorry for your family's death.
Wish you the best... Pull through
Believe me, you are far from alone. I think about killing myself most every day, and probably will, but today is today. I keep a loaded 9mm with me at all times, somehow knowing I have the power to end it at any time helps. If you can, find one person you can hang out with. Not easy, as most people are pretty annoying. You need to find peace within yourself, and something to occupy your mind to distract you from the fact that life is pretty pointless. Masturbating is fun too.
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