Here I am sitting in this hot ass car of my girlfriend and thinking that I have no purpose in life. Day by day I wake up to the same thing. Either my stupid job as a security where they put me at a door that never even gets unlocked for 8 hrs n then home to bitching n arguing. If not work then I go to my college classes where I don't feel like I fit in bc everybody looks at me like I have a fuckin problem or like I just dnt belong in the class. My family is all broken up nobody calls anybody or evn checks on eachother. It used to b so perfect, we all would meet at my grandmothers house everyday and just be a family. But now its like everybody tries to stay far away from eachother n act like they don't want anything to do with anybody. Nobody calls me or wants to talk to me even when I call or contact them. My stupid ass friends from high school are doing their own shit but nothing new just the same shit. They were the ones I would turn to when I needed somebody but then they got me into some trouble with the law n landed myself in jail bc I took the wrap for them. He swore like he didn't know what went down n then he told me that he woulr help n pay my fines n I haven't seen a damn penny from that low life skumbag asshole. Now my girlfriend thinks that I need to adjust to how her feelings r n I try but its to the point to where I can't have an issue without her gettn mad or her tryn to control the situation n turn the table on me. The only thing is is that she's my only friend and only person I have in my life. My life sucks balls. | |
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god will provide your stregnth if you let Jesus into your life
Girls are good at fighting. We are masters in it. So, do yourself a favor, don't bother to argue. You're friend is feeling wicked guilty about not coming through on the dough. Obviously a huge reason to avoid you. Do any family members owe you money too? There is reason for everything- usually. So step back, observe your situation. Find solutions. Be persistent about getting in touch with family members. Throw a party- have your girlfriend be in charge. Forgive the debt that is owed and re-establish your friendship. You'll probably never see the money anyway...
Take your gal someplace romantic. Doesn't have to be expensive- a picnic, canoe trip, a show- not sure where you live and what's available for fun... But you get the idea. Girls love it when you dote on them. Especially if you love eachother. Bring home flowers- she'll be eating out of your hand-
Cursed
What a relief... :D
What a relief... :D
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