My wife has never been in love with me. She loves that I am a good husband and a great father. She loves that I provide for her in a way her crappy ass parents never did. But she does not love me for me.
Everyday I live in complete and total loneliness.
She also has an anger problem that her parents taught her. It is now rubbing off on our kids.
Everyfuckingday I slip lower and lower into the deep nothingness of our life. | |
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In any case, don't suffer in silence. See a therapist, talk to someone you can confide in. You have a right to your feelings. Loneliness is horrible and an often neglected problem in our society.
Also of concern is your wife's anger creating the same behaviour in your children. A therapist might be able to help you there as well. Don't give up. At least, not yet.
Its better to be alone that living like a hell hole.. Eventually you will meet someone for real...
Does she aware of her anger problem, talks to you about it.. If you are providing and being there for them what is her problem... maybe spoilt.. dont respect you and not taking you seriously.. if its then you dont need it... I am sure you will be fine... All the best..
I left my husband too and i have 2 kids. Though there are times when i felt lonely but the least is i am not trapped. I have my 2 kids to keep me going... Please consider. If you still love her...consider counselling...maybe it will work.
All my love! God bless you.
Most men lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with the song still in them.
It all comes from a wanting.
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