I am 13 years old and live a shit life.
I have social problems and am too shy to make friends.
I tried once, but ended up running away because I was way too shy.
I have tried many times but always fail.
A thing called "The Internet" is the only thing that has stopped me from slitting my throat. I have made many friends on several websites and love them.
When I was younger I had a great life.
Many people my age have friends and play outside.
I don't go outside. I look out the window and all I see is a living hell known as "life".
I fucking hate school and one time I actually tried to kill myself.
I got a rope and tied it around my neck and made sure it was tight, and let it stay there.
When my face went purple, people started laughing.
The teacher managed to get the rope off.
I was pissed.
I escape from school A LOT.
At lunch time, I just grab my fucking bag and walk home.
A big gang of bullies keep fucking punching me each day.
One time I actually brought a hammer to school and smashed them in the head. And they actually died. I was so happy.
And then got sent home.
I have moved schools many times, but they all seem the same.
From the first moment I walk in the classroom, I can already see the future.
Getting abused by bullies, sitting on the stairs and crying, smashing my head into a brick wall, failing to make friends.
It's bull shit.
I'm just a fucking ass hole scum bag staring at a screen all day.
I don't have a Girl Friend and just jack off to porn a lot.
I love to listen to Justin Bieber. I don't give a shit why people make fun of me because of that, but I do. It really cheers me up.
I'm just a depressed 13 year old boy living a life that fucking sucks.
I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm gonna kill everyone.
My dad gave me a pistol that still has ammo loaded.
I don't care how much trouble I get in I'm gonna fucking kill someone.
Thanks for reading my depressing story.
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