My life sucks!. I was a gambling player. I lost thousand of bucks in it. Its like I was always being absorb by such institution whenever I have my money. Now all of my money is in it I only have so much debts that I cant hardly pay. Money left is none. Having a lot more debts to live everyday life. Everyday recovering is such a kaos and depressing. I cant hardly wake up in the morning wishing that everyday I am a sleep until I pay all my debts. Working hard to pay all the bills brought up by the casino. My life sucks giving everything in the casino. I am addicted to it and the false hopes that it gives.
Remembering such losing events makes it worst. I wish it all be erased and send to the recycle bin together with the credit card bills.
I wish I can be better with this, its just such ashame to tell it to anyone of my friends because I will look idiot to them doing it. My life sucks because I always wish I am the best.
Another sucking moment ios that I always have an idea to do business but none is successful being made. It is depressing to be a human being that is such a mess. Society does not help. Everyone live their own lives and does nt care.
Why am i alive???? People: "You are alive to serve us" fucking shit. what a life. No one ever care for someone. They care if they will have benefits. life sucks and why dont we end it. My life sucks and so others to. It is fortunate that we suck and others dont. Fuck them. Living is like losing everyday.
Everyone needs someone but everyone just fuck someone and leave them These are the person we always wanted to be the person that is very popular and influential that does everything but is still the best. Fuck! that is only one in a million and the 999 thousand have a sucking life. What a life being given to us.
It really is! Life is just fucking sucks! | |
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So I continuously look around for the answer to my problems but the cold reality is that it doesn't exist. Sometimes you got to get lucky in life but luck has alluded us (good looks, connections, an idea that works, etc). And besides for a delusional Christian citing me a Bible verse I haven't found anyone who'd give me the answer I need either.
You know what...we do have a purpose here on earth. Have you tried talking with God? You just need to open up to spirituality (the good one). I have hit rock bottom many times before (im only 28) but I know my real good rewards will be when I die and live with my Spritual Father. The bible does say we have have good times and bad times in our lives. The bible does say we must endure suffering. But that doesn't mean we can't live without hope in a world that sucks.
If you need to fulfill your soul with LIFE...as I do,
try listening to videos/podcasts or read literature from this website:
JOELOSTEEN.COM
oh and....talk to God [in Jesus name]
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