Well, I have just realized that i do not want to baby my husband anymore. i have been open to wanting a 3rd child despite 2 surgeries, and he just does not want more. I am mad at him because it is not about me or him, it is not about a want that is out there in a church telling us to make more kids, IT IS ABOUT US... and even if he does not think of haiving energy for the 3rd one... one can actually find help and resources.
i feel like shit when my friends keep having kids and we just have 2 boys... why am i so unworthy of having a third child.
i am simply broken hearted... both of us are depressed and i think it is because we just do not work together to resolve this disagreement.... i believe this would be the last baby we'd have but we need to have it.
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