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silent christmas

Posted by girlnextdoor at December 25, 2010
Tags: 2010 December  Juvenile problems  Loneliness

let me start this by saying, i'm not a fuck up. I'm actually a pretty good kid. I go to one of the top 10 colleges in the nation, I got amazing art and photo talents, I got amazing friends, and I'm good looking. I don't abuse drugs, and I'm the typical kid that parents would be proud of.

so christmas, ah best time of the year. buzz. wrong. I didn't get anything. christmas eve, my family didn't talk. it was literally a "silent" night. I ate left over in my study room. my mom ate cup noodle in her room and my dad ate downstairs. I woke up this morning, with $40 and a car key, my parents r gone for few days and that's my food for money.

yeah they pay for my insane amount of tuition and yeah they miss me and give me everything I want when I'm away in college. But when I'm back home, this is what life is normally like. fights, anger, unhappiness, unsolved problems, blames, internal insanity.

So I'm sitting here watching the 55 inch HDMI plasma TV by myself, while getting texts from ppl saying "merry christmas!!! hope u got everything you wanted and spending great time with the family"

...they have no idea.

u may say "hey it isn't that bad, you are so much better off and they love you" but try spending everyday in this house and you might just get a sense of what loneliness is and just wanting caring and supportive parents who are proud of you.


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By anonymous at 11,Jan,11 22:46

Well, I am sure it was a pretty crap Xmas for you but I am sure you've forgotten about it by the time your message is published. What you experienced on Xmas is what some people experience 365 days/year..therefore you should call yourself lucky.

By anonymous at 12,Jan,11 00:40

u know some of us here have been told me have only a few months left to life.
By anonymous at 12,Jan,11 20:45


By anonymous at 12,Jan,11 03:23

Xmas sucks. Horrible holiday.

By anonymous at 12,Jan,11 05:54

Hahahahaha your story is so funny, it's hilarious you guys isn't it Can't stop laughing hahahhahahahahaha
No seriously, are you trying to joke on my ass, if yes that wouldn't be so funny and i wouldn't be laughing right now... I got nothing for cristmas, NOTHING, u know what means nothing ? no 40$ no car keys, no socks, NOTHING... My parents hate me cause, I had a car accident like 5 years ago, spent a year in a coma, woke up found out my mum died of cancer, and my dad went out for another woman (left the house if u will) found out my car have been sold, and I have no money to live with, and found out my house is empty and my gf left me for some uglier fat ass, and now I'm just saying to myself : If I died during my surgeries, the world would have been better off... And here u're tellin me how silent was ur chrismas, and how boring is yow muthafaking life ? Are u kiding me ? At least u have a life, Some of us out there have none, So why don't u stfu about how silent was ur parties or how fashionable and cute was ur girlfriend...
By anonymous at 13,Jan,11 12:23

I've been wondering... lol
By anonymous at 15,Jan,11 15:15 Fold Up

well..... you are definately going to t be in my thoughts for a very long time. I had a dream last night... I got in a car wreck, I was in a coma, and when i woke up my mom was dead. And I cried this morning. I then thanked god that it wasn't real, and I prayed that it would never happen. Now to read this is completely ironic. anything I can do to help just email me at
By anonymous at 16,Jan,11 07:50 Fold Up

Seriously man, I wish you good fortune, and I wish you get better, don't loose hope, I'm with you
Greetings from France
By Dude1987 at 16,Jan,11 10:01 Fold Up

Dude I know how that feels like, I like the way you posted your comment and I know, what you're going through is nothing compared to what originaly this story was about, but i wish you could get better, and know that god is always with you, and if he made you go through this it's for a reason.
wish you good luck
By anonymous at 17,Jan,11 06:14

weall with u, be strong I know everything would be okay

By anonymous at 12,Jan,11 19:45

Wow, I know what it feels like to be disconnected from your family, but seriously: You're going to a great motherfucking college, you're good-looking, talented, and have friends. Well, I don't have any of that.

By Victory at 26,Nov,11 13:51

Ppl like you get all the bairns. I just get to say thanks for he answer.

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