I hate this life so much. Every fiber of my being wants to scream and kill someone for it. I don't want to work this stupid job for this prick of a boss. I hate that everything that goes wrong is my fault. If I do speak, she tells me to shut up. When I shut up she tells me to speak. She gives me instructions that she can't even remember and expects me to do everything right. I have reached a point where I am second guessing my every move. I am now paralyzed. I don't know what to do because no matter what I do, I'm gonna get shit for it. I do a good job, she finds an insignificant something that is wrong and requires me to do the whole thing again. Now i don't know what to do. I am frozen. I don't want to do anything because I'm gonna get shit for the good and the bad.
Best option, do nothing. Probably I'll get fired for it but at least then I'll have some peace. I'll be financially dependent again. What an epic life. I have this hate and anger that is so spread that I can feel it in every part of my body. I don't want to quit because I don't want wreak my financial stability yet I can't stand to hear another stupid remark from the prick or redo a project that doesn't need to be redone.
Fuck this life, work sucks and so does the world. I hope nuclear war happens and this shit hole called earth turns into ash.