i hate hate everything
i hate that my brothers a pussy and won't stand up to his women stop letting her spend his money on everything else but her bills and kids instead of taking care of her mommy and daddy
i hate they don't pay my mom back money they borrow but she sister inlaw pays her family back when she gets her check even though my moms on a very fixed income and her family isn't
i hate how she prays her family like there sh_t don't stink but me my mom are pieces of crap even though we do more for her and her kids then her family
i hate that my dads dead and that he never got to do anything with his grand kids but the last day before he was murdered he was able to
i hate that he's dead and if there is life after death he knows things i've done that i never told anyone and now he knows and he hates what i did and me
i hate that i have no ambition, drive, self care
i hate that i have diabetes and can't really take care of it like i should don't get me wrong i'm not as bad as most but i don't test or take insulin like and when i should and can't afford to pay for the stuff for it
i hate that i'm always unhappy every day and wish i would die some how every day i won't kill myself i wouldn't want to put my mom or nephews threw that
i hate that i'm on ssi but i have no drive or ambition again to figure out what i want to do or i do know and they won't let me because of diabetes or some other crap
i hate that i don't have the money to just move away and see if that would make me happy
so as you see i hate everything there is more just don't want to bore you any more | |
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