Every morning I wake up and wish I could just but a bullet in my skull rather than deal with the pointlessness of my life any more. I wake up alone every morning and drag, like literally drag, myself out of bed only to go and do things which make me more miserable than you could ever imagine. The people I surround myself with don't care about me. They never ask me how I am or how I'm feeling, although having said that I can't imagine I would ever tell them the truth if they did ask. I would do what I always do and plaster on a fake smile and tell them that I'm "doing just fine". When it finally comes time for me to return home I go back to empty house and end up lying on my bedroom floor looking up at the ceiling just wishing I had someone to talk to. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up for. | |
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Get a pet. They will love you unconditionally. You're life will have purpose, since you will have an animal to feed and care for. Take the pet for walks (assuming you have a dog). The dog will make friends for you- they are really good at that... My dog tells me everday that I am the BEST! People suck. They are unpredictable and mean. They always want stuff from you too- So, like I said, get a pet. There are so many puppies and doggies out there, waiting for someone like you to come along and give them some love.
And if all else fails, well you do have us don't you? I mean, we read your post, feel your pain, and can relate... By the way, how was your day today?
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