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ok here it goes

Posted by Lovesick at April 15, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Relationship

I miss him so much. The feeling just never goes away. Nothing numbs it out. No matter what I do, the pain is always just there. They say that time heals all wounds,, well how much time do I need? It's been almost 8 months now, and I still think about him constantly.
All other men are just his his shadow.

I can't even escape him in my dreams... so what use would it do to eternally sleep? His memory would follow me anywhere.

Every day is like a living death anyway. Stagnant... the same.

All I can think is that I must have karmically brought this on myself, somehow.

I never lied when I said I loved him. I never lied to him at all.

Now I've lost everyone. Friends. Family. I'm just a wretch, and I am alone...

But I put on this face, and people think I'm fine. No-one really cares much about my shit anyway, they all have their own shit to deal with.

I'm wasting away, but I don't care. I just miss him. That's all.


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By anonymous at 15,Apr,12 09:40

Shut up, girl and move on. You need to get out there and find somebody new. You can't be like that feeling sorry for a relationship that never worked out. Don't waste yourself. it will pass soon enough. Hang in there
By anonymous at 15,Apr,12 20:30

Amen...get over him. Pick yourself up, suck it up and move on. And stop whining. Apparently he, whomever he is, has moved on. And don't even think of killing yourself. It wouldn't matter to him if you did, he will still continue to do whatever he is doing now. Do something for yourself, get a second job, take a college course, get a new hairdo, buy and outfit and go out with some friends but do something. Eight months is waaaay too long to hang on to this guy.

By anonymous at 15,Apr,12 16:34

I just recently went through a breakup myself,i know how you feel.pacing the floor,cant watch tv cause it reminds you of that person.Its attachment.Itll pass.Go out have fun enjoy a new hobby
Hang with and make new friends.Turn the emptiness into room for new experiences.Theres a lot of people in the world and all of them have the potential of one day meeting you
Btw,names Eric.See you just met one of them now : ) Open a bit and put yourself out there.Friends are just strangers we havent introduced ourselves to yet.oh and remember,tell yourself you alone not lonely.Loneliness can be golden solitude.Time to get know youself,what you like,time to enjoy just being you.Eventually youll find someone new,but for now take of yourself and go with the wont always feel this way.Things change.Hang in there : )

By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 00:48

You should start drinking.

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