I can't begin to tell the whole story. But the break down of it is that I have not had a girlfriend or a woman in over three years. I have tried several times but nothing so now I just give up and want to pass on . The only thing that stops me is I don't want to suffer I have suffered enough. I just can't take no more of this so called life I have an i do have a good job and a good person that has a huge heart but that just don't matter anymore to people is how I see it so f u c k it enough is enough so what I want is encouragement on doing what I want to do i don't want to hear the bullsh_t about why I should not do it bla bla bla I heard it all to much |
Anyways, I know it gets really lonely sometimes but you gotta see the bright side and just do what you wanna do to get yourself in the best space possible so when she does come along you won't have wasted any time.
If you get lonely email me i'll be glad to help you through it loveley2bme@gmail.com
I tired, just tired of the television, of these stupid reality shows, tired of all of this "social media" bullshit. I am tired of everything. I have 29 years old and i like to read
books from Bertrand Russel, Spinoza, Richard dawkins, Edgar Alan Poe, Sam Harris, Daniel Dennet and many others and as you say "Inteligence can by a curse and a blessing" I agree totaly with you.
Looks like my only real friends today are the authors from the books above. The people suck, I can't find a girfriend because I don't like to do the stupid things that most people like to do, I stay at home the must time studing mathematics, game development and reading, in the hope that I could leave this country and move to Canada or other place.
Yeah.. life sucks, my friend, life sucks for those who can see the reality.
Good luck for you. For me, for all of us.
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