Im nitish 19 years old. I live in mathura,U.P,india. My life sucks me everytime.y self confidence is very low n I think my life fucks me at every possible moment. Im in my graduation 2nd yr have many frenz but half of them arr back stabbers . I know some girs but no one likes me . I think im a dumbass n only know nothing thatswhy no one likes me. And the fuckin icing on my lifes bullshit is money . At the end I dont have a girlfriend coz I dont have money. I have frenz living royal life coz their fathergives them loads of money. They have self confidence ,personaity ,good looks , talent n I have nothing . Simply nothing. What I have is an over caring family who suck my mind ,a small brother whoz a pain in my ass and not to forget my second hand scooter which sucks my mind even more when I see a a brand new bike of my friend . N my mind blows even mire when at the back seat there is a beautiful girl.the old year id jus ending n hoping for the best for the new year.... I know my life doesnt have difficulties or im not handicapped etc but still I cant handle this pain. Every single girl I approach dumps me or mar me jus a friend. I dont know what to do . I know nothing other than bullshit I do nothing other than asking for money from my parents. I feel disgusting..