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When does it get better?

Posted by LAD at December 21, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 December

Where to start? I have been sad for so long now i don't even remember when it started. Ive always had an extremely low self esteem and low self worth. I haven't had many friends in life, because im so damn shy. I feel like if i made friends, they wouldn't want to be mine. I do not have a great relationship with my family. They think i am a waste of space and worthless. I went to college, failed, and am currently going to a community college where i am hardly doing well enough! i have no one to really talk to about my depression. Im fat, never had a boyfriend, and probably never will. I wish i could let go of life but im to whimpy for that. sometimes i wish it would just be taken from me. When ever i hear a murder case, i feel sad, and wish i could be in their position. THey probably led good lives with family and friends who would miss them. I don't really have much to live for. Infact i feel like i AM a waste of life in this world. I don't know what to do to make it better. is it worth trying?


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By rob at 21,Jan,12 18:55

hi, i feel your pain. im sure your life can get better but you need to want it to. its definitely worth trying. if you would like to talk email me on

By at 21,Jan,12 20:21

I hope that things get better for you. I will keep you in my thoughts. I have issues as well with being very lonly and depressed. You hold your head up high and smile, get exersize and say something nice to someone everyday even if it is online!

By midievil at 21,Jan,12 22:13

You are not brave for being able to kill yourself.. that is the most cowardly thing of all.. being able to go on in life even with the bad is so strong and commendable. It's ok to feel sad and even the negative.. But just look at the past and see how much you managed to get through.

You need to be selfish and focus on yourself. Start doing positive things for you and NO ONE else. Get to know who you are.. what you like about yourself and what you don't like and change it! If you do i promise things will get better.

By anonymous at 23,Jan,12 03:19

nope it's not worth it. However, trust me I am 20 times more worthless than you guaranteed. Nothing is worth it, everything is a never ending nightmare

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