so like most of you I been unemployed for a long time...not that I haven't tried to get a job, I routinely get up early and seek posts all over the internet, and spend most of my day changing my cv to fit positions and writing cover letters that hopefully will land me a job...I have a degree that seems to be my main problem, currently I am studying a masters degree to hopefully improve my chances or make me more overqualified to do anything.
I can't deny that life is hard at times and thankfully my husband supports me; and I am so thankful for that, but everyday I can feel our relationship deteriorating as I can contribute to our household. I think my biggest problem is that I have become what I always feared a housewife....it makes me so sad that I know I have the potential and the papers to prove I can do something better but I can't even get a job as a receptionist... I am so scared I will not brake out this cycle and will continue to alienate myself from others cause I can't even afford to go out for a cup of coffee and I can even ask my husband for money for bus rides...at this point I don't even know if I can conclude my studies, as the economical pressure is to much. If it wasn't for my dog and the thought of my family I would have probably committed suicided a long time ago...life will get better I just don't know if I'll make it to see the day... | |
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