I put my pistol to my head at least once every day. How will it feel? Will I feel anything? How long will I suffer? How do I make sure I don't miss? Which way is best, under the chin? In the mouth? Through the temple? I've selected the ammunition and caliber to produce the largest wound track without a large ammount of clean-up for the responders. Sold every other firearm I owned and most of my belongings. Any day now. | |
Go into a hospital and say you,re suicidal and you'll get some help. Or tell you mum that it wasn't her fault that you blew your brains out.
For some people there is peace in death, and in all honesty you will have the same thing one day, who the hell are you to judge someone who wants out of the pain of living?
Besides mayby his mom is already dead along with the rest of his family, and he lives alone in poverty with no friends and nothing to sustain him?
Death would be pretty tempting if that was me.
Never Lose hope, it's all in the mind.
Hopefully it happens soon if you did kill your dog.
If you are still planning it, make sure to do it outside so its easier to clean up. At least thats where I plan to do it when the time comes.
The wisest way is, to make yourself mature and tough enough.
Many people say it's useless to skip what youhave to learn in this life through suicide, because one has to learn it again in next life until he learns the lessons.
May you have the peace, pal.
I tell you this cause I have been there before and my shotgun is right next to my bed just in case one night I have nothing left to live for. I don't suggest cutting your wrists or trying to drink yourself do death. Too many factors that don't end in death.
This world does suck right now but killing yourself should be a last resort. try as hard as you can to make changes in your life. If you put your mind to it... you can do it. But if you want everything yesterday, than it will be hard. Humble yourself and just live... get any job you can if your not working, make some money live in a shack if you have to... give it a chance first. life is what you make of it.
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