You know sometimes when life is terribly screwed, and you do not have a time machine, you feel regretful or even remorse. You wished you had a time machine to rewind back time and make change everything. Well as for me, it's different. Even if I can rewind back time to 1 year old, things would still be the same. I am born like this. I am born shy, easily targeted as bully, anti-social, outcast, easily nervous, do things stupidly and never well liked...I do not wish to continue my life story cos it sucks. How I wished I was never born...Or at least, can join heaven and enjoy life there...but what is bliss and happiness? You can always treat earth as heaven by being accepted, sociable, popular, get lots of sex and have true love, have kids, have career and be rich and enjoy everything that you desire. Well..no matter how suck life gets, you can still enjoy sex, chocolate milk, vanilla ice cream,chocolate bars, nuggets, durian, chicken wings, lobsters, listening to songs, enjoying movie(porno or stuffs =.=), enjoy meeting people, finding out new mysteries of palmistry fortune telling and earth hidden magical powers, learn how to cast a spell(it does exist), help people and be happy(gain good karma), play video games, enjoying beautiful scenery, enjoying the excitement of reading books, enjoy beating up others that you dun like, enjoy the thrill of exploring this vast world, enjoy playing sports that you love...There's sooooo many things for you to enjoy. So people, before you wanna take your life, you can do all these to make you temporary happy. | |
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