I am a 10 year old boy living with his parents. I stole jewelry from my grandparents house in Canada a while back, and never got around to telling them. It's eating me up and everytime I try to tell them I am to much of a coward to do so.
I am also living with a lot of hate at a church where I go to school. All my friends there hate gays, and I'm not sure if I'm gay or not. They say that my father's longtime best friend is burning in hell because he was gay during life.
I have become an atheist because of all this hate around me. I found out that life always hits you in the back of the head. And sometimes I'm just tired of everything, I don't see a point to life. And feel like I want to die.
I missed my childhood too. I saw porn and violence at a very early age. | |
You didn't miss your childhood. You're right in the middle of it. Porn and violence do not an adult make.
And you are much too young to decide, concretely, what you believe in. There's a lot of hate in this world, but there's a lot of beauty and a lot of love too. The One who created it wouldn't allow someone to burn in hell just because he was true to himself. People hate because they are afraid of what they don't understand. Visit itgetsbetter.org for some friendly advice.
There is so much more to life than what you've seen! Don't give up yet.
You need to tell your father about what the school is telling you about his friend. He may put you in a different school, where you will not be surrounded by bigoted idiots.
Your grandparents probably already know that you stole that jewelry. Telling them will feel good, it'll be like ripping off a crusty old band-aid -- it will hurt for a minute or two, but then the secret will be gone, and it won't haunt you anymore.
You even have the knowledge to classify your entry under Religion -. Sexuality...Wow!
You should give yourself more credit and above all more TIME!!!
I was also an atheist at 15; then a agnostic, then a humanist and now a Civilizationalist...
I like you ;)
God is not about religion God is about you knowing him and what Jesus did on the cross . Jesus died so that your sins are free and because he died so your sins are gone you want to thank him and live your life to please the lord .
Read the bible daily it will strengthen your faith with God .
You are loved
Your never alone as long as you call out to Jesus our lord and savior .
Rejoice no man can hurt you for God is your rock !
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Please don't listen to adults who talk to imaginary friends. They are weak souls who cannot, & will not face truth. They can't help it. They have been brainwashed probably since birth.
You are an extremely intelligent boy. You hit it right on the head. Religion is hate. All religious books have been written by human beings- and no one else. Every word of it has been made up.
Do not allow anyone to ever rob you of your birth right to Live. Let them go sink their fangs of guilt & sin into those dumb enough for it.
Best of luck to you. =)
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