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It never gets any better...

Posted by CrystalinaJeann at April 16, 2011
Tags: Abuse  2011 April  Family  Relationship  Stepdad  Violence

Okay....since I don't have the money to go see a shrink I will finally talk about my life on here. When I was 9 my stepfather decided to forget I was suppose to be like a daughter to him and decided I looked more like a mistress. From then until 14 I decided to hide it from my mom who was happy for the 1st time in her life. By the time I was 14 he was treating her so badly I decided there was no reason to hold on to this secret for him anymore. I told her. BIG FUCKING MISTAKE! She didn't believe me. I spent the next 4 years of my life in girls homes and lock downs. She found out the truth when I was 16 but she didn't leave him. Nor did she get me out of where I was. She left me there and went on about her life with her husband. I ran away from these places all the time trying to go back home but my mom would just send me back. On one of my ventures home, (I was 14) I was raped by 4 men. Another time I was attacked and was hell to say the least. Then I was 18 and they couldn't hurt me anymore, right? Wrong! I fell in love with this guy and we got married and had two children. I lost my put in jail for 3 months and when I got out. My husband had abandoned me and the kids to go to another woman. I can't bring myself to type any more of this nightmare but to say the least, it's just been a downward spiral since then.


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By anonymous at 28,Apr,11 00:07

more plzzz

By anonymous at 28,Apr,11 11:38

my condolences and heart go to you. xxx

By anonymous at 28,Apr,11 18:36

That SUCKS! My mother was a witch too. It hurts to have no-one. Do what you can, but don't be ashamed to lay your burden down. if you're too heartbroken, give up the kids and just figure life out first.

By anonymous at 28,Apr,11 18:49

I learned people can only hurt you as much as u let them.dont b the victum nymore no longer give them that power over u.
By anonymous at 28,Apr,11 20:52

unfortunately sometimes people can hurt you even when you don't 'let them.' i've learned that's one of the unfortunate realities of being a human. i wish it was easier than that.

By at 29,Apr,11 12:20

Omg, that's terrible. :(
Sigh, I'm sure it must've been hard. But you know what? What's been done is done. You have to decide for yourself. You deserve better - and you have to fight for it. You have to make it happen - get a better, happy life which you rightfully want.

Well, first thing you need to learn is to accept that even though past has been tough, you need to let it go, never look back in a way that might make you feel down. It's freaking over, you can't do anything about it. What you can do though, is manipulate the present. You have the present, do everything you can to get the life you want. Focus on your career, don't let the issue of love linger in your head, you'll meet your right guy one day, who will give you all the love you deserve. But for now, you have to focus on what you need to focus.

Work on your life - Make something happen and watch how everything starts getting better.

By anonymous at 03,May,11 00:42

Another stupid ass cunt whore who got knocked up too young and has no money blah blah blah. Listen up your a stupid bitch and deserve everything thats going on. hahaha stupid cunt.
By anonymous at 06,May,11 17:37

What the fuck is your problem! Is it her fault that she was raped MULTIPLE times too.
By anonymous at 18,May,11 21:12

yes, If she didn't run away then it would have never happened

By at 07,May,11 13:27

Sounds like your young, and you've got all this drama. Your a single mother, You most likely have a felony, You need therapy but your probably stuck with a counselor for convicts. Maybe you just need money babe. Id suggest focusing on money then therapy, because these things will show your improving. You want to be the best mother possible, and that alone will bury whatever you were in jail for which might be a DUI or something.
Finally I'd suggest start making your children geniuses, with proper posture and manners and such. Start living through them, looking for preschools early or colleges early. You might find a man through your search for the best life for your children. You might be the hottest youngest single mother on the market.

By anonymous at 04,Aug,11 16:32

your mother is the bigest peice of shit i ever smelled hope she rots in hell hope she gets cancer in the worste place as for you never forgive her even on her death bed you will become stronger with this attitude i also have assholes in my life the powers that be will take care of her

By anonymous at 14,Aug,11 21:55

That's one horribly fucked up story. I wish schools and organizations would bring awareness to situations like this. It should be a huge fucking red flag if a girl (or boy)is potentially molested yet time and again this shit flies under the fucking radar and completely ruins somones life. And rather than everyone rushing in to help people in situations like this, you guys get swept under the fucking rug. This kind of shit is so sad to know that people like you get cast out in situations like this, you were just given a shitty hand when you were born full of people who didn't deserve you. But the fact that you went through all of this and still managed to keep trying at a decent life really shows the strength of your character.

I'm really sorry to hear your story and I don't expect you to belive me but I want you to know that there are those of us out there that won't treat you like shit nor use you, we are just seriously underepresented these days. I really hope everything starts to turn around for you, you really deserve a break.

By anonymous at 25,Nov,11 14:31

You need God in your life ..

Check out

Her father raped her as a child to her teens ..

Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
By anonymous at 17,Jan,12 02:33

You need to shut the fuck up. You're an idiot. There is no "god"...the bible is made up LIES from the first page to the last. Joyce Meyer just got busted for doing what every other piece of shit like her is guilty of doing. She is a money hungry lying cunt who really needs to see the inside of a wood chipper.
By anonymous at 03,Feb,12 00:43

you are allowed to not believe this stuff but that doesn't mean that you can just be so harsh like this, honestly i'm fine with you not believing in the bible, or god but you cant take away other peoples beliefs just because you don't believe them. its fine that you make a comment saying that you dont believe in god. but you dont need to be so mean about it... anyways i personally have no idea who the heck joyce meyer is but seriously just stop being so harsh, please.

By anonymous at 22,Jan,12 18:41 sucks and it won't get easier.

By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 13:56

What does Joyce Myer have to do with this. She is ugly now and must have been an ugly kid also.

And apparelty she has gotten very rich from telling those stories.

By Chy at 13,Sep,12 10:33

It should be a huge conrecn--the biggest health threat currently being obesity in the States, we're not playing with unimportant issues here. Children need to be taught good eating habits from the beginning, but I think more importantly, they need to know how good it feels to have your body running on high quality fuel, rather than the lowest grade. It's amazing to me that we have news articles about what's being fed to the cattle we eat--let's focus on what's being fed to the children we raise first!

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