well, I am a 13 year old girl and unlike most 13 year old girls i don't feel the need to be here. I don't want to be here and i have no reason to be so there! I hate it when people come to be saying that its all going to be alright and that its just a stage and that i'm over reacting! No, actually i'm not i'm serious enough to prove you wrong. I don't believe in any gods and i don't want to either so there is no point in proving it to me. You can't. The reason i say this is.."god" had a choice and if he was "Real" then he had a choice to die or live. We did not ask him to die for us, we didn't ask him to send his so called "son" down for us and all that stuff either. If I would have known that people would be like this now i would have marched my ass down there and said hell no! And one thing,, he came back to life right "supposedly" if he came back then there is no reason to hold it on us like "hey i died for you believe in me!" I refuse :) I would rather die and not come back how about it? hmm? He still hasn't came back now has he? No. So why shall we believe in him for longer he wont come down because he is ashamed of the hell he has created. Guess what WE ALL DIE SOME DAY why should we sit and waste away years of hurt, pain, crime, and things like killings if the only acomplishment we get is to die.?? Sounds amazing right? I dont think that he is real. And if someone wants to prove me wrong then go ahead no ones stopping you..but one thing unless he shows up at my feet and tells me himself then i am not going to listen to a word you say its all blah blah blah because i have made my choice. I think that my life sucks because i am alone, disrespected, made fun of for thinking different, i am emo so its not like other people fucking love that right? yea my life is hard and if i had a chance to give it back i wouldnt think about it twice. Sometimes i wish i was never born because this life is hell i would rather go to this so called "hell" and i wouldnt want to come back :] the times i have in my life may represent what could happen to anyone and i am just a hmm "week soul" well guess what everyone is different and i dont feel like being a plastic..im not a barbie doll im myself and its sad when people dont admire being youself is a good thing. but hey i understand if your trying to be your own person and cant because of the harsh things people can to do hurt that and make you feel alone like me. i dont think i could ever share this with any of my relatives and or parents because i have a highly christian family and i dont care if they believe im saying i choose what i believe and im not going to let others choose for me......i use to be happy and now i just think writing this was a gay idea :[ | |
It's not okay. I agree, it's not okay at all. You have the right to be pissed, and I respect your feelings. But look again, there's so much shit to do in this world. Express yourself, chill and just show these assholes who you are. One day, you're gonna be a very sucessful person, but only if you don't give up.
There's a life to be lived, and you're gonna make it worthy to be lived. Get out there, I got your back.
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