A year and a half ago i decided to go on a diet, i am 5'7 and was 125lbs. I went to 104 lbs. Family and friends talked about me behind my back. and to top it off they made me feel worse. my own mom, when she knew i had issues said "you know in ballet, even you would be considered to fat, you would have to loose weight". yup. then i became really good at track and field because i was so light. then i didnt eat doe days, and when i finally ate even 1 english muffin, i would gain a pound from my metabolism slowing down so much. then i became really slow at running, and everyone who i used to beat, rubs it in my face. now im 135 lbs, ten more than when i started dieting. and i eat about 200 calories per day. my life sucks, i have no friends anymore from secluding myself when i was loosing a ton of weight and now my parents got divorced but my mom is never home because of her bf. so im on my own. and now my grades are really bad.
so now i have no friends, cant eat, im too fat, and i suck at everything. yes my life is worthless | |
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