I am 15 years old, had one boyfriend, and kissed a guy for a "truth or dare." I'm on anti-depressants, and add drugs. I'm a sophomore at an all girls school. I hate my life. Recently I have had a few guys that I really like. The first, over the summer I met at a friend's birthday party. I liked him. I and my friend went on a double date type of thing with him and another guy. I asked him out and he said he "wasn't looking for a relationship" then his friend later tells me that he has no interest in me at all. I was annoyed and sad but I got over it. Then about a month ago I went to a friend's house for a Bonn fire party and I met a guy that I really like and after that I have tried to get my friend to get his number from her friend, but she says she will but never does. Now for the latest. This was just this last Friday. I have tried to hang out with my friends for the past month, but either something comes up or there is some sort of drama. They invite me to go to the movies after school, so I go home change, then go to her house and hang out for a while. Then we go to the movies and meet up with some guys. Two of which happened to be one of my other friends (who is not there) ex boyfriend as of Thursday. He also has a twin who has a crush on my friend who is there so now my other friends are trying to hook them up. And since he just broke up with one of my friend, every one is saying to leave him alone, even though I like him, and has for a while, because you don't go out with your friend's ex boyfriends. So now I have no one to talk to about this because they are all somewhat against me and the other people I could tell would laugh, not care, or I don't know what else they would do. my parents I hate, so I will not talk to them, and the only person I can talk to is my cousin and she hasn't responded to my email that I sent 2 months ago, and she hasn't picked up when I call her. So now the only option I have is to vent using the internet. Oh, and the other way I would've vented is through face book, but I am obviously friends with them and that would make it even worse.
SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY ADVICE, I WOULD LOVE THAT! | |
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