I would desperately like help with my suicide | Posted by anonymous at May 21, 2012 | Tags: Attitude 2012 May |
I want to die painlessly and quickly; a few shots to the head or maybe an explosion would be ideal. I've been making plans and experimenting for it must be over a year now. But the day I'll be able to kill myself still feels like a long way off. I've still only got to the stage where I've made a blasting cap to set off the main explosive.
I don't understand how people can be so selfish as to not care about the fact another human being is alive whilst never wanting to be. Particularly my parents are the selfish ones; fine, have a kid and see if it enjoys life... That's fair enough I guess. But then when that kid consistently tells you it wished it never existed and wants to die WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU KEEP IT ALIVE?!?! It's fucking disgusting. They should at least have the courtesy to kill me. They made the decision to bring me in to this world without my input so THEY'RE responsible for giving me a way out!
It pisses me off enough for me to think about mass murder with my suicide. To pack as many explosives into my backpack as possible, travel to the nearest city and get on a busy bus and destroy hundreds of peoples lives. Legalise assisted suicide for the long term mentally ill and I'd imagine suicide bombings would become a thing of the past. This society is sadistic and disgusting | |
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I don't see how other people don't feel this enough to offer their help...? I see why people wouldn't offer their help (because it doesn't affect their lives they want to live); but I can't see how. How is it possible to ignore the fact that someone feels so bad and to just allow them to keep on living?
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