| | Posted by L.J. at August 26, 2011 |
I am a 23 year old guy. I have had 3 jobs this year, I quit the first for one that paid more, the 2nd was too hard though so I got a third one that I will be starting next week. This one pays about the same as the 2nd but is easier and with a well known company. It usually doesn't take me more than a few weeks to get a job since I am in the programming field.
Ok so that's the end of all that's good in my life, here's everything else:
- I never had sex, kissed a girl, or was even friends with one
- Not only do I have no friends but haven't had one since elementary school
- I am not very bright, it is extremely hard for me to learn anything new, even basic things, my memory sucks
- I have a car but I can't drive
- I am ugly as hell:
- I have severe gynocomastia and no I'm not fat. Only my breasts and gut is. I diet a LOT and exercise daily but these areas do not decrease as they are caused by my body producing extra estrogen. I wear a sports bra at all times when outside to hide it
- I have huge keloid scars on my face, left shoulder and chest
- My arms are full of deep self mutilation scars that I got when I used to cut myself in high school. I don't do it anymore but have to wear long sleeves at all times to hide them (even in the summer and I sweat a lot).
- I have terrible acne/oily skin
- My penis is small again due to the extra estrogen my body produces (not that it matters, no one will see it anyway)
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| | Posted by Nick at August 17, 2011 |
Life is getting worst by day.
I dont care any more, dont give a shit.
¿way?
easy, no job, girlfrien left me, best friend died on car accident, mom is dead, dad is drunk and i dont blame him. the town is fucked up, lots of people on the streets, all factory closingdown, yeah.
Im going to my dads place, drink some beers, smoke some weed and forget all this shit.
Life sucks andis gonna get worst. I give up. |
| | Posted by anonymous at August 10, 2011 |
Personality disorders, extreme self loathing, foster care, abandonment issues, neglect, loneliness, poverty, fuck, life sucks.
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| | Posted by anonymous at August 10, 2011 |
-I am fat
-I am stuck in this shitty relationship with a cheating asshole b/c he is the only guy that will ever love me. But I hate him.
-I am a liar. No one knows the real me.
-I have bad breathe
-I am covered in stretch marks
-I fake my personality
-I have nothing going for me
-I am in so much debt
-I am stupid
-I am a failure
-I am a bad friend
-I am a bad girlfriend
-I am a bad daughter
-I am a bad sister
-I will never get married or have children
-I am unrealistic and illogical
-I am fake
-I am a slow learner
-I am scared of everything
-I am crazy
-My emotions make me bust out in tears for no apparent reason
-Everyone else is moving on in life but me
-I am addicted to food
-I snore so ungodly loud
-I still live with my parents but I fear moving out
-I am scared of making any life decisions b/c I screw up so much
-I screw everything up
-I am disgusting
-I can't stop biting my nails
-God has abandoned me
-The church laughed at me
-Every man in my life... God, my father, and the man I love, has abandoned me.
-I am all alone
-I am so ugly
-I keep gaining more and more weight
-The only reason I am alive is b/c I am too scared to kill myself.
The pain never stops |
| | Posted by Wade at August 5, 2011 |
1) I'm 30 and still live at home w/ parents (mother and stepfather).
2) I have no job and no money and pretty much nothing to my name.
b) Countless job applications and no responses.
3) My family "thinks" they help, and in a way they do...
b) but they can't ever "really" do anything to help me fix my life.
4) I used to go to pastor, family, counsellors for advice.
b) they are useless.
c) so I quit bothering.
5) I have no friends. Hard to do anything when you have no money.
6) Did I mention ZERO money, like...borrow 15 dollars for a hair cut...broke...
7) Last time I tried to go back to school I had straight A's...
B) But was kicked out of school because of some false accusation
8) I've never even dated
b) because I've never been in a financial or social position to bother.
9) No amount of job applications matters, and without money you can't do anything
b) have anything
c) or anyone in your life.
10) My family supports me like a 10yrs old child
b) But as far as helping "fix" my life they are useless and even apathetic.
11) When I try to get help, there is some excuse for the person to delay.
b) Even mental health counselors and psychiatrists delay for months.
12) I am filing for social security/mental disability, even though I have an I.Q of 130-ish and "some college".
b) Because something must be wrong with me
c) else why the hell nobody will hire me even for the most basic j... |
| | Posted by loser_l at July 20, 2011 |
Many Ways My Life Sucks
1--Got Girlfriend that wont touch me
2--got spoiled kids
3--One of the spoiled kids doesnt like me --egged my car cause i stop her from going to facebook in the house
4--The other spoiled kid never wants to be around me
5--have a sucky job
6--havent had a raise in 3yrs
7--got a felony from being a follower
8--lost all my friends i grew up with because i snitched
9--mother died early age
10--father never wanted me
11--grandmother only wanted a check to raise me
12--dont know if my kid is even mine
13--cant focus on school
14--lazy when I dont wanna be
15--gotta pay for school outta my pocket
16--always in debt
17--always getting my license suspendid cause cant afford insurance
18--im a ticket magnet for the cops
19--work for people that want to treat you like a child
20--nothing ever goes my way
21--this is'nt the life i wanted for myself
22--gotta annoying person walks pass my office everyday screaming "do some work"
23--always feel angry because of this list
24--always broke
25--cant save money
26--hard to find new job
27--cant work for the gov because of my record
28--I drink too much because of list
29--always feel like girlfriend cheating because she wont touch me
30--got problems trusting people
31--girlfriend separated but still married to husband wont devorice him for some reason claims navy benefits
32--feel like im a failure at life
33--have no friends
34--cant afford to keep my car in good shape
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| | Posted by Mr nice guy at July 10, 2011 |
Im 31 years old (the last 10 years wer a blurrr)
I live with my parents (who I love)
I quit my job (I can no longer serve the servants)
I have never had a girlfriend (I have no game)
I have no mo money because of poker/black jack ( I'm a loser)
Im not very smart (I have the math skills of a dumb 4th gradurrr who can't spell)
I have man boobs & stretch marks like a woman (I'm a L/XL who should be a S/M I'm 5"8)
I have toe nail fungus (my big toe nail looks like a yellow chip)
I have nothing else to do all day but watch tv & surf the net (I have no friends on my lowlife level)
I can't eat meat (killing animals for food for pleasure is sad but I know they taste good)
I can't eat sweets (my teeth are Fu@ked up)
I can't eat dairy ( I'm lactose) |
| | Posted by jo at June 24, 2011 |
My lifes so fucked i dont know where to start....abuse? abortions? mum dying on me? having a kid so young? drug addiction???? fucked!!!! |
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| Posted by Pointless. at June 14, 2011 |
Reasons why my life is complete and utter bull shit: (In no specific order)
1. My moms an alcoholic. She claims to be my best friend. But
If that was true, why is she drinking, and if shes not drinking, shes smoking.
2. My father is a fat asshole. Just because you make a dick load of cash,
Doesn't make you father of the year. You eat everything in the god
Damn house. You speak to me like im an insignificant piece of shit, and
You do not care About my happiness. Its clear.
3. The love of my life and I cannot currently have a relationship because
His suffocating asshole mother refuses to let him grow up, have a life or
Be happy. His hick abusive father won't give him the time of day, so he can't
Turn there either. He's my only reason of living, and I can feel him slipping through
My fingers like carribean beach sand.
4. I'm stuck. Stuck in the worst place in the world. Litterally, theres
Nothing here.
5. My far-fetched dreams will never come true. Doesn't a million other girls
Want to be famous musicians and movie stars? Who am I kidding?
6. I'm lonely. I literally have no friends. my best and only friend is my true
Love, boyfriend. I'm alone in the biggest crowded room, everyday.
7. I hate the majority of my looks. It's hard to look in the mirror and feel
Beautiful when your constantly told you look like someone, someone
Disguisting, and your nose takes up your face, and your hair looks... |
| | Posted by ME at May 31, 2011 |
Dear Life,
Where the hell are you getting all these god damned lemons? Yeah, I know, I'm supposed to make lemonade, but I can't make it without the sugar, so could you maybe throw me some of that too? Huh? Please?
I have a list of complaints. Here are the reasons that I hate you.
1. Remember when I was a toddler and Dad tried to kill himself a few days after FUCKING CHRISTMAS? Yeah, I was watching, thank you. I watched him shit all over himself and scream bloody murder while the paremedics took him away. I watched as my mom bawled over a man that she hated. I didn't even know what the hell happened until I was a fucking teenager! You could have at least kept me in my room while this happened so I wouldn't have to be terrified of my dad for weeks.
2. Oh yeah, and speaking of Daddy's suicide attempts-that one last Thanksgiving? Not cool.
3. My mother's fucking manipulation. Life, did you have to make her such a huge liar? If she told me the sky was blue, I'd look out the window to make sure. I can't trust ANYTHING that woman says. And she's my MOM! I'm supposed to be able to believe and trust her!
4. That forty-year old man when I was fifteen. Yeah, I know he only felt me up; it's not like he raped me. But it still hurt me emotionally. I was fifteen fucking years old and I had a grown man groping my breasts and tounging my neck...and he was a friend of my father, no less! And afterwards, he continued to stay in our house! I spent nights a... |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 29, 2011 |
I'm 31 yrs old...Been in college 13 yrs & working on my PhD...Married my high school sweetheart...Been w/ him 14 yrs.My life is boring, I'm underpaid and overworked.I was sexually abused by my sister, 2 "friends" of the family as a child, and sexually harassed by a couple of guys in middle school.My husband is unemployed, so I have 2 jobs.My husband is very ill & always in pain. He spends hours sitting in his recliner. We never go out.We're always broke.I don't wanna have sex w/ him cuz he's fat and boring and he doesn't turn me on. I regret wasting my youth and beauty studying. Sometimes I plan ways of killing myself. I don't have any friends cuz my social skills have always sucked and I have trust issues. I often cry uncontrollably... |
| | Posted by mISSY! at May 24, 2011 |
1. I'm ugly.
I'm never happy with the way i look, no matter what i do to my hair or to my fashion for clothes.
2. I'm a girl.
Dont get me wrong, I love the make-up, the hair, the clothes and i dont wish to be a guy either but chicks go through a lot more personal issues then dudes.
3.No one cares.
I have a family and friends and i'm semi-popular but when your family is abusive and your friends are back-stabbing and popularity only cames from what you bring to skool or your protection against others it tends to get stressing.
4. I went through... issues.
Not as in Mental hospital but......... rape.
5. Everyone expects things from me.
I'm supposed to be the good child. Top of the line grades, marrying and getting pregnant the right way. But if i were to ruin that. Where would that leave me?
6. Cant keep bad thoughts away.
There is no way possible to not reapeat everything on this list over and over again.
7. I can do better.
I know i can do better in life, acedemics, attidude but theres no ability in me to do that.
8. Parents are divorced
Ever since i heard my parents getting divorced i have been slightly depressed.
9. Have a small Anxiety Disorder.
Recently learned that i am suffering with a minor Anxiety Disorder caused from the slight depression.
10. I feel people lie.
Lieing to my face is the worst thing anyone can do to me. And it seems to me that everyone does that every single day! They say i'm pretty and i should be a model when i know that it's not true. I get that i'm being a little paranoid and that i'm thinking really stupid but that just how i feel.
SO THERE. |
| | Posted by Proverbs31 at March 27, 2011 |
Falling in love with Jesus was the song that I sang as I fasted before I married my husband. I can still remember dating some SEXY men; living GOD's word refusing to compromise. I can still remember not turning back to the bisexual lifestyle where women gave me what felt like the love that no man was willing to share EXCLUSIVELY. God I even prayed on the way to our wedding. If this shouldn't happen God you stop it from happening. My husband preaches in prison not as a pastor but as a convicted sexual offender. I am raising the children. My degrees mean nothing as we live if you want to call it that off of the help from the church that's less than a teenagers weekly wages. Help from the church that less than the tithes that we paid; the STOREHOUSES ARE only open for some. I feel like a fool. I could've guarded my heart from him by indulging in freaky fun! I don't want to go back to some of the things that I used to do BUT some of my activities brought me pleasure. I am not a happy Christian. I don't want to turn to food. I don't want to turn to bitterness. Don't tell me to fast, pray or read my bible; IT HAS NOT WORKED FOR MY FAMILY. THe seeds I've sown without boasting (bc then that's your reward) appear to have returned void. Even as I try to be my most cynical secretly I am hoping that God hears me. Secretly thinking will God see that I can't bear anymore. Secretly hoping that I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. Without God nothing makes since. What... |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 9, 2011 |
I've never given anyone a reason to hate me, so why do they?
Im so depressed I honestly just want to die I want to kill myself i cant deal with any of this shit right anymore.
All i want to do s cry, scream, punch someone in the face, cut my eyes out, and be beaten to death. I'm so frusterated. I hate the fact I'm like this. I just want to be "normal". I want someone amazing to love me. I want to be pretty and funny. I want people to love me, and want to be around me. I want to get hit in the face with a shovel and die in a hole.
Why is it when things start looking up shit always happens and ruins it. Why does god hate me. The only thing that keeps me alive is lying to myself that things will get better someday you will be pretty and beautiful. And someone will love you.
I hate how everyone walks all over me and treats me like shit. I hate how I let them.
Somebody just fucking kill me already.
I'm the most pathetic person i know.
It really upsets me when people think of me as a whore. That people think I'm easy. But at the same time, I am a whore, I am a slut, I am easy, but honestly, I do it because I feel like maybe someone cares about me when i get physical. That maybe i mean something to them. That they want to be with me, or love me, Or care about me... It makes me feel wanted at least for a little bit.
I wish i had somebody to love me...
I wish i meant something to someone...
But I don't there's not a god damned person in ... |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 1, 2011 |
Let's my life started by being sexual abuesed by my mother and being locked in closets and beating for not being perfect. When she would throw partys, she would get me high and drunk cuz it was funny. I was a druggie and drunk before the age of 14. I dropped out of high school at 16 and left home. I lived pretty much on the streets, until some was nice enough to help get me a job and a place to live. I met a girl and got married, but it turned out to be pure hell. More on that later. I got my ged and went to college and a decent job. Now that girl I married fought all the time and we were dumb enough to have 2 kids together, which I love very much. Even though we fought a lot I still loved her, but she died of cancer. So there I am raising 2 girls by my self. When I find out my oldest is autisic. Life was to hard at the time and I tryed to kill myself. Not one of those poor me look at me ways. Like I took over 400 pills. My wife that passed away parents took the kids from, so now I don't even get to see them. I'm remarried and have a step son and we had a duaghter together. I'm such a screw up though that I can't figure out how to handle all the shit I've been threw, so I don't know what to do. But who cares any ways, right. |
| | Posted by american veteran at February 24, 2011 |
go to work pay incredible taxes for nothing,get screwed buy a cheating wife for child support when shes the one who has affair lose everything I have ever worked fo. i get 123 dollars a month for my disability for serving our country and now have scars all over my face. havent seen my daughter for 15 years no point in continuing this. |
| | Posted by Failure at February 20, 2011 |
I'm turning 42 Monday and gotta say life has been shity . 3 failed marriages , have lost every damn thing . Lost my Job ( was a good paying job) was kicked out of my home . I now stay in a friends basement . Child support has nearly destroyed me , they are taking nearly 40 percent of my check for one child , and that's making minium wage !! With th job I have now I gotta wait a whole freaking year before I can get insurance , need to see a dentist bad . Have no friends and forget about having a g/f , can't afford that either . Just so damn disgusted with my so called life , that I really don't see a way out . Seems like anything I put my hands to goes to shit or backfires .not even sure why I'm even writing this ... I guess I'm just venting , I really don't expect things to get better . |
| | Posted by Olga at February 9, 2011 |
my life sucks in short,
1: I have disorders that make it hard to have a normal life (PTST, Boderline)
2: My home situation/parents trigger my disorders, meaning:I'm in constant fear
3: I need to move out because I don't know how much longer i can take it here
3A: But.... to move out I need money, right?!
3B: I can't find a job, no job = no money, no money = no moving out
4: I don't have a high enough level of eductation, so i started school again
4A: Then after 4 weeks i got sick, needed surgery and missed 3 months of school
4B: this meaning, I missed too much to actually be able to graduate...
5: I had 2 pet snakes for years already, loved them so much, they just died:(
5A: I need pets, they help me feel ok. Dad won't allow pets in the house:(
5B: So who to I talk to now when I'm sad?!
6: I need psychological help, But I've been on the waiting list for over a year
7: I have flashbacks of my trauma's on a daily base and I live in constant fear
7A: I have no where to go to relax and calm down. cause home is not safe.
8: I have no friends,why? because I am scared of people. what if they hurt me?
8A: No friends = being lonely, having no one to talk to, no one to keep me safe
8B: I try not to be afraid, but it's easier said then done.
9: I have ambitions in life, I know what I want
9A: I just can't get it. I don't have any controle over what I do in life
9B: I need my parents for eve... |
| | Posted by aloneanddontgiveashit at February 1, 2011 |
since nobody is listening anyhow i figured id join the rest of you and bitch a while... my life sucks cause i got married at 19 moved in across the road from the worst hypacritical over christianized inlaws in the fuckin world. i used to be "normal" little shit builds up to bigger things.. im constantly watched the inlaws watch and god forbid i have a friend over cause believe you me they are gonna call the husband unit and tell him all about it. i have no privacy even at home. i try to vent my feelings to the hubby or family and all they say is grow up and deal with it. ???? fuck all of yall. (im from mississippi i say yall) doctors say im bipolar with clinical depression. hmmm i wasnt that way when i moved here.. but when you got a bitch for a mother in law who is constantly causing conflict with me and my husband and a bastard father in law who shoots my dog and smiles or the nosey grandma across the road as well who digs up my fucking flowers and plants them where she wants. Have my son and i get calls from inlaws at 11pm telling me not to give my 3 week old water?! just a little bit if i tell the rest ill get really pissed.. i cant leave my house without reporting to someone and for fucks sake i best not leave with my son and be gone more than an hour. sometimes it gets so unbearable i just want to die. but hell knows i couldnt leave my child behind in the hands of these assholes..... ugh.. i feel a little better now... no not really but it sounded good.. |
| | Posted by insanely intellectual at February 1, 2011 |
I was in a really pissed off mood because me and my fiance got into yet another fight again. I was just on the computer trying to avoid him and typed "my life fucking sucks" into the search engine. I hit enter and this site popped up. I read some of the "stories" on here and some of them just sound like people bitching about nothing. I mean i'm sorry for saying that it's just i've heard worse. But i guess it makes people feel good to get their feelings out. Bottled up emotions are not something to take lightly, trust me, i know from personal experience. So i'm going to give it a shot and tell me story. First and foremost, I do not think that life sucks or that my life sucks, just get tired of bullshit from time to time. Okay well I grew up a pretty normal kid. I grew up in California and was pretty smart for my age and mature. Not in that way. By the time I was in fifth grade, I had a wierd obsession with greek mythology, foreign languages, I was studying different religions because i questioned christianity, and i wanted to be an archeologist. I played the clarient and the saxophone, but wanted to play the bass guitar. Well then the summer before 7th grade, I found out that I was going to be moving across the country to Alabama because my grandmother left my grandpa for another man. The man lived in alabama so she wanted us to go with her to live here. Well we did....psshhh....I started seventh grade and hated it. I have never met so many rich, snobby, racist, discrimana... |
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