| | Posted by anonymous at March 23, 2010 |
i don't know wat i must write.i just think my life really suck!!i am 21 years old and i never have boyfriend and maybe i will never have that!!ever since i am in my mom stomach ,she already doesn't want me!she ever try to end my life,but in the end i still born,maybe i should not born in this world!even i born noone like me,even i die noone will care about me!!i hate my life and it was the truth.i don't know wat i do everyday,go university then back and end in my room and sit in front of my pc until the night come!!i just want die.i think to end my life many times but i am not brave enough to do that but maybe soon i will do that.everyday i feel like a shit,i don't know wat i do in here , there is noone day i never thought about die.even i am here ,i feel noone will notice me because i always be invisible,everyday i see my classmate and many peoples, and i always think why they can be so happy,laught,have many friends,being loved and i can't.i always feel that i will never be loved by men or by friends.the truth is i always feel alone and noone want me here in this fuck world.i always hope i can be other person,maybe i want be like my cousin , we grow up together and our age just different 1 year , i always thought how lucky she is, she always get wat she want,she is beautiful,have many friends,being loved with many mens and of course she love her life and look ,how different our life and how envy i am with her life.i always put my mask,and let other people see,i am always be happy,i am a strong girl and i don't care if noone like me but the truth i just tired and want cry.there is many people in this world but why me feel like this.i hope i would die soon
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| Posted by frustrated at March 23, 2010 |
i was really frustrated nowadays, from few months onwards my male **** is not all erecting and i am just 19 years old .....:-( |
| | Posted by Pheobe at March 22, 2010 |
well i dont want how to start... its just i want to mention that life is full of bad choices...
I failed 2 times in my exams... now i giving them again.. this time i ll try harder...
i had a boyfried who treated really bad...he cheated me and stuff and made me miserable ... i get over him and then I met this amazing guy... and this time I cheat... horrible right?and the other guy it wasnt worth it at all... i m still with the nice guy.. i think he maybe knows i cheated him... i dont want to lose him... he made me strong again...
so as I said before...life is full of bad choices... and I know i made many than the 2 i wrote... but the point in life is that when u make something wrong... then try the best to fix it...
and now im here...ready to fix what I broke... and try to not lose control again... |
| | Posted by LT Patrick at March 22, 2010 |
I've had more than my fare share of shit, real shit. Now, at age 16, I look back on the shit. I wonder how exactly, did I survive the shit. And the results are -
1. Films about other people's life sucking
I'm one of those cynical pricks who will regularly refer to Hugh Grant as a cunt. Why? Because I can't remember a time when he was in a film, which didn't resolve itself in happiness. I'm one of those cynical pricks who regularly calls Jack Nicholson a genius. Why? Because when I watch One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, As Good As It Gets or Anger Management - It gives me hope, I can relate to the torn and flawed. I agree with their views on life, partially. I acknowledge with great comfort, that we are just another failed species. But I see a beauty in how I can absorb the art Jack puts forth. Am I in a mental institution? NO. Am I a best-selling novelist? NO. Am I a anger management therapist? NO. But I feel, Jack, his characters and I, all have awful stories. We are all one.
2. Death
I know I am one day going to die. Could be tommorow, could be later on today, could be in 54 years, 22 days, 5 and a half hours, 11 minutes and 20 seconds. I TAKE SO MUCH COMFORT IN THIS. I love the idea of an afterlife, I love the idea of being unborn again. I imagine myself in the last scene in Beetlejuice, that's me after death, putting all this shit behind me, this fraction of a fraction of a second that I'm on this piss poor earth and saying, with a level of conviction, "FUCK IT!" See you all sooner or later.
We are one, but, FUCK IT! |
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| Posted by anonymous at March 22, 2010 |
Reading other people's stories makes mine not look that bad. Lots of teens posting on here. Life does suck when you're a teen. Doesn't get much better as you get older either. I am 44, and a single mom. I just spent thousands of dollars on a college education getting my Bachelor's degree, just to find out there are NO jobs out there. Forget Obama's healthcare reform, what is he doing about the millions of unemployed American's like me? I have been unemployed for 4 months. I am depressed as hell and don't even feel like getting out of bed. I wonder if the suicide rate has gone up due to the crash of our economy? |
| | Posted by ... at March 21, 2010 |
Have you ever felt that your alone in the world?
That's what I feel every morning when I wake up.
It isn't about meeting people, in fact I know a lot of people. They are at my side everyday, telling that they love me, but when I really need them, they turn their back to me. I feel abandoned, lost in a sea of lies and make-believe friendships.
I guess friendship isn't real. |
| | Posted by blaah at March 21, 2010 |
I moved too a whole new city
which is like deserted ....
its full of snobby rich ppl
and weell im not rich .. my dad lost his job and my mom is working extra now
anywaaays i hate everyone at me schoool.. and i really dont have anyfriends
and my old friends sort of forgot about me ..not that i had any anways..
well ppl here only care about what other ppl think
and well i dont
and there cowards .. some girl wouldnt even hole the fire extinguisher cuz she might get in trouble..
alsoo since my dad has no job hes at home all day
he yells at me everydayy
i have to clean every thing and yet he still finds stuff to yell at me about
i dont fit in with anyone in my family
i spent march break at home
I DID NOTHING exept watching movies
nothing is right
never has been and never will i guesss..
and no one knows i feel this way cuz i sort of act happy all the time
im a little burst of sunshine
Oh and i gained weight lately
my mom says im fat ..
so does my sis who is overly obsessed with her bf
all i can do is just move along
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| | Posted by Casey at March 21, 2010 |
My life story...
My mom has never had a salary of more then 5,000 a year and she has tried to raise 2 kids on it! She is Constantly sleeping around to get money... Selling pills, gambling every dollar she gets, and moving almost every year to get a fresh start! i see he maybe once or twice a month, i lvie in the apartment that she still pays rent for, but doesn't live in! My older sister who is the only one who could relate to how i live just left to idaho because she was fed up with it! She is only 17! The only girl who i have ever tried to get close to is oly in the relationship for sex, and we haven't even had any yet! I'm her tool! Because of problems my gpa this year has dropped from a 4.1 to a 2.7 and most the colleges i wanted to go to have decided that i am not good enough to go there now! My mom just came home and tried to set my dog on fire!... I stopped her from killing herself last month! and now i want to kill myself!
Also, today i missed track practice because my crack addict neighbor came over to my house and tried to kill me after taking everything i own! Then my coach calls and tells me i lost my spot on varsity and i can't get it back! I could tell him why...life sucks, i want out! |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 20, 2010 |
life sucks , stopped at a stop sign somebody else takes corner short and totals my car. insurance is only going to pay enough to cover what I have left on loan. and of course after a recent divorce my credit is now in the crapper . being a single mom with three chidern and working just to survive leaves me not much money no way to get credit and now I have no vechicle either. I work to hard to try to make everything work . I don't make enough money to get a head of the game, surviving on peanuts. and just a little too much to get any kind of real help. wish I could stop the world and get off.
I'm tired of the struggle. not sure where to turn anymore . Not sure anything is going to get any better. life just sucks!!!!!!!!!! |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 20, 2010 |
My dad is a security guard which makes me really embarrassing in front of my classmates.I lied to them that my dad is software engineer ,its not that i don't love my father its just the fucking society .Why is it so important about what your dad does or much he earns .My classmates keep bragging about their fucking dad's status .I feel so guilty that lied, i really don't know what to do ........i hate this fucking society .i can't even make good friends nor i can ran away ,its so annoying i don't wanna lie anymore it really makes some kind of freak .I HATE THIS FUCKING SOCIETY . |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 20, 2010 |
I'm tired of life.
Life just sucks.
God is always pretending to give 'chances' to you, and know what, u always fail. The things you wished for u will always lose.
Yea, i know i am lucky compared to those who live in the third world countries. But LIFE JUST SUCKS.
Few years ago, you are wasting all your time studying to get in a good school. Few years later, you are wasting your time making money and going to work everyday until maybe you become old man/women who couldn't even walk up straight.
I am just so sad now, don't know why she do this. LIFE SUCKS!!! |
| | Posted by robbie at March 20, 2010 |
I am tired of sitting home alone EVERY SINGLE fucking day. I just want something to do. All I ever do is watch movies or read or sit at the computer. And lately reading has lost its thrill for me. If I do it in my spare time I like it, but all I have is spare time. I have no friends. I don't have anything in common with anyone in my family. I am so bored. I hate sleeping all day every day. And sure someone is going to say, 'GO OUT AND MEET PEOPLE". That is a crock of shit. I can't just go to Meijers or Walmart and ask someone to be my friend. Sure there are a few groups around my house, but I don't have any money to go a restraurant and eat with people. (whish is what they do) Plus I have no motivation to do anything because it has been so long since I did anything. I think that I am afrid to leave the house also. Everywhere that I might be able to meet someone makes me nervous and then sad then mad and then I feel like crying. I would also like to have a girlfriend. But I can't get one until 'I can be happy with myself first', which is a fucking stupid circle because I hate my life so therefore no girl. And then the people who say you don't need a boyfriend or girlfriend. You are right ,I should just fight human nature to what to be close to someone that I consider special. That is a crock of shit also. And I am sure someone will say ' you don't have it as bad as ______', FUCK you. With that comparison, no one in the world should ever be sad or misera... |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 19, 2010 |
Well to start on , i am really confused with this guy who keeps roaming around my house .I don't know what he wants from me . We used play when we were 11 years old i guess but as time passed by i never spoke to him we were almost like strangers but all of a sudden from past 3 years whenever he passes by my house he blows his bike's horn or whenever i walk on the street he gives a puppy dog look i'm one heck of a stupid girl i used to think that i likes but sometimes i think why does he like me?? i ain't some beauty queen i am a average looking girl what does like in me ??? he doesn't talk to me but why does he do like this , at first he used sit in front of my house but now he is making sounds its really disturbing me i am so depressed .He had a girlfriend before who is really beautiful than me . I don't know what does he want from me, these thoughts in my head are so irritating i go into depression that i don't look good or am i that ugly he doesn't want to talk to me ???? if he really like me then why doesn't he say it??? i am a extremely a shy person to talk to . But i want to keep these things aside and concentrate on my studies but these thoughts are depressing and annoying i don't have any friend to trust or to tell someone about i feel . I just wanna know that am i dreaming stuffs all by myself that he likes me cos i am not that beautiful in fact i am a dark looking girl i wanna someone to help me out to clear it whether he likes , if he likes me than i wanna start a relation as a friend or am i dreaming ?? whether he is my prince charming or something like that . I don't wanna talk to him first cos don't wanna look stupid or get teased by his friends .PLEASE I BEG Y'ALL TO ME HELP SORT IT OUT PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!! |
| | Posted by kill me now at March 19, 2010 |
im very angry of myself because im stupid.
i have lost all my riches. 5 yrs ago i was making money with my business in real estates. i had everything money can buy. i had 3 properties in a very prestige locations. little that i know my spending got out of hand and realized im drowning in debt over $2.5 M including the properties. just for the credits cards i owed $250,000. 2 yrs ago the real estate and economy went down and i came down with it. i filed bancrupcy, repo all cars, foreclosed all properties. i end up having nothing. nobody trust me anymore even my friends that once before i had money they were around and know me, but now they dont even want to look at me. i have a job, im selfemployed but i don't seem profiting because i can't pay my bills. my wife left me because im poor now. when we got married 7 yrs ago she did not work at all. it's 4:37 am and i cant sleep because of too much problems. im in a garage sleeping on the floor together with junk and insects crowling on my face. im very poor now. now my business is not making money anymore. im in miscerable life. have not eaten yet cant spend now saving money for gas tomorrow. ill see you all in hell. |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 19, 2010 |
My life sucks right now, so I googled life sucks and found this site. And it made me realize, when the chips are down, I am At my best. I never feel sorry for myself. I look ahead. I look at what's most importent to me, my kids. I have no job, no girlfriend, and really no place to call home. But I have my kids. If you looked around and at yourself, you could find some good, somewhere. The question is are you looking for it?
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| | Posted by anonymous at March 19, 2010 |
College is a terrible place. People are so savage. Every week they make noise, party, act crazy, etc. I find it to be very inhuman. Humans are not here to act like animals or savages. I want them all to die. I wish i could create a world where the hard working and innocent individual survives, and the lazy and guilty die. |
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| Posted by detached at March 18, 2010 |
here it is..
my life sucks. i live oceans away from my family. i can't go back 'cause there are no jobs. i'm married. i have endometriosis, can't have sex for the last 3 years, can't have kids-trying for years. all my friends are getting pregnant one by one. i hate the only job i was able to find here. i don't have close friends. english is not my first language- causes anxiety trying to understand others talk. i am anxious all the time- will lose sleep over many things. i have a sweating problem- can't socialize with people, can't do much with my hands. my mom thinks i could have done better in life- should have married a rich man and lived in a nice house close to her. constantly trying to please my family. my dad spent thousand and thousand dollars on my education. i havent become much in life, and not making enough money. started smoking again after several months of quitting. there is no one i can talk to about my issues, except my hubby who is also overwhelmed with my problems. i hate my job, i hate my life sometimes. i don't like the way i look. my friends back home brag about their jobs, husbands, etc. i try to keep up, but it is a lie. i don't even know what i want in life. i'm so lost. i try to meet other people's expectations all the time. can't stand up for myself. i want to disappear sometimes. before, i was partlydetached- now i feel like i'm totally gone- detached. |
| | Posted by Chaos at March 18, 2010 |
I drive to work everyday and hate it. I come home every evening and must complete what I didn't finish at work. If I could be a kid again, I would jump at the opportunity and do so many things differently. I know that I should not say that I hate my job, but the reality is, I really hate my job. Not only
do I hate my job, I had a surgery a few years ago that went very wrong. So I
think about the surgery and the doctor everyday. He is on my mind at least 60% of the time. I am not certain what that means but I really need to figure that out quickly. Therefore, in my mind, my life really sucks. I guess things could be worse. I am going to figure this out before the stress of it all kills me.
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| | Posted by Danny at March 18, 2010 |
My parents got in a huge fight over money and my mom ended up with a dislocated shoulder and my parents left each other and now i'm trying to recover but I san't find my old self. |
| | Posted by ChelC at March 18, 2010 |
I am not yet old enough to buy alcohol. I have no boyfriend, none of my friends want to hang out anymore, a year ago i got kicked out of my dream college, my GPA sucks. I am now studying a major I hate bc the one I wanted was too hard and were I to go back I would probably fail horribly again. I get yelled at by my boss a lot. I was threatened to be fired today. I am wasting my spring break doing nothing on the computer. I can't fit into cute stuff anymore, I have zero self esteem now and on top of that my parents agree with me when I say I'm a disappointment, but I don't blame them because I realized that I truly suck @ss. |
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