| | Posted by anonymous at January 29, 2011 |
i hate my parents they embarass me in fornt of my friends by yelling at me and telling my friends hey need to go home. my mom says lets go shopping tommorw it gets to the next day and shes like lets do it tommarow im to drunk to drive.... the next day comes and shes like we dont have enough fucken money to go shopping u ask me to go shopping everyday when she askes me? and half the time i have my own money. my dad always threatens hes gonna smack my but so hard i wont ever be able to sit down again. when other adults around they are soo different from what they are and i feel like ripping my head off becuz thats not them they are abusive drunk parents who dont give a shit about me.. they are nice to my sister thoughh.. they drop her off everywhere she wants to go and lets her have friends over and they dont let me. all my mom does is sit on her ass and play on her ipad. and when my dad wants us to clean the house hes usally in his office shredding papers thinking thats cleaning.. wtf. i hate themmm sooo much. i have tryed to cut myself becuz of them i want to run away and kill myself they never decided to put me in sports so now im fat and i hate it. i just cant stand them. i want to have someone say summer i love you and i always wonder why god gave me this family. i wish i was still up in heaven waiting for the perfect family for me.. it makes me so sadd that all my friends parents love them but mine are alwasys so mean. myfriends never wanna come over becuz of my retard parents. fml i really really hate my fucken life. it sux! |
| | Posted by Heather at January 29, 2011 |
Life sucks for many reasons,maybe too many, too man to count on your hands and toes,too many to count if you had all the fingers you needed to count it with. There is nothing to life if you dont have luck and without that your better off alone. Seperate. seperate from others. seperate from the world.If I had it my way, then I would be more-posotive,but to do that would be hard well, for me. I get angry alot and most anoying things bug me unless its funny. Life right now dosn't have much meaning. there isnt anything exciting in my life and I always have to deal with the people I hate.
Death however seems frightening however when you think about it if we go to hevan it couldnt be haf bad...Life is only good if you throw caution to the wind. Although i find that i tend to be more cautous about most things but if you want excitement,a thrill, forget the word caution, forget what your mother told you when you were little ("be careful"), forget. Don't go crazy without caution, keep it in the back of your mind, as a precaution. If you want an exciting life wish when your young and belive when your older and dont make the same mistake i did. |
| | Posted by Kailee at January 29, 2011 |
My life really sucks. I'm Kailee, I'm fourteen. I guess I am mature for my age but.. We can't afford much and don't have much food. My mom is a weed head and my dad is a alchoholic. They smoke weed around the house so I inhale it and I have to go through the withdrawel symptoms too because they can't afford some for awhile! I wear the same hoodie and pants everyday (different shirts) because I have no other clothes. I have a big nose (literaly) My so called 'best friend' makes fun of me and ditches me for girls she says she hates. I have to pluck my eyebrows because they are really bushy and I have too many pimples.. I have 'friends' but they ignore me and just mainly hang out and talk with eachother. I have cried my heart out and no one actually noticed! THEY SAID NOTHING! but my 'best friend' was acting a little bit sad and everything was all 'YOU OK!' YOU OK! Gawd.
Life really does suck. |
| | Posted by Paul at January 28, 2011 |
After reading these past stories, I'm a bit overwelmed, with all the pain and suffering. You all have my sympathy. I feel your pain. I choose not to tell my past. I know one thing for sure, after 50 years, I know where I stand. In my case, life is too much work. over rated. I'm ready to check out. |
| | Posted by ... at January 28, 2011 |
I love drinking. It's a way to get out of life. I been getting drunk like twice a week. Life sucks and is so unfair. |
| | Posted by i live on maui and my life sucks at January 28, 2011 |
hi i live on hawaii and my life sucks i wish i could live with my grandma or my real dad in honolulu. i was born when my parents were 18. they broke up when i was around six years old. then me and my mom moved to maui. later she goes and finds some stupid white guy (no offense to white ppl) thats fifteen years older than her. all he does is lie down and watch tv all day. my mom really dosent like him that much but she still stays with him. all they do is be fags to me all the time now. sometimes i can here them whispering about me. remebr when your parents used to say hey sweetie or something when they picked you up from school or practice? not me its when you get home your gonna pull weeds outside and sweep outside. geuss what i have for dinner every night.... nothing im not even joking. im skinny as hell. i love going to detention on a saturday for school just to get out of the house. i really dont have a life. i boughtn an xbox with the money i steel to make myself feel good. they dont even let me plwy it. my stepdad always lies down infront of the tv and falls asleep with it on like the fat ass he is. it never used to be like this. now they have some sort of sick plan to make me a slave and not feed mme or even talk nice to me at all. i cant go out or anything period im either doing homework or work for them. iget no allowence. ive thought about suicide but i cant stab the knife into my neck. ive thought about attacking them with a baseball bat just so i could go to juve for while. ive given up on life and i dont even argue with them anymore. i steel to make myself feel good and have to wait for anothher four years before i can move out. if anyoone had the time to read this extremely long story im sorry for the length. im glad i am able to share my thoughts with someone... in a way. |
| | Posted by Apathy at January 28, 2011 |
Well I had a girlfriend that I got engaged to last year, but apparently she had sex with two different guys while I was dating her. Also she was cheating on me with this ugly buck toothed ginger. After I broke off all ties to her two weeks later she was engaged to that guy. Later I tried to start dating again one girl I had a date with spent the whole time hitting on my roommate. I'm always being rejected by girls with their stupid excuses. Honestly I only respect people who will be honest and say they're not interested and even if they want explain why. I failed most of my classes in school, and I feel like I have no direction. I messed up my arm real bad so now I have shooting pain down my arm. I had my credit card stolen last year. I also can't sleep most nights between either the pain from my arm, my thoughts, or my intense coughing from allergies. I came back home from school and none of my friends from home hang out with me. So all I do every day is work morning til noon, then drive home and listen to music. I have music! I have a job! My family are all good people. So I can't complain fully. I've already read stories of people in far worse situations that haven't committed suicide. So I suppose I'll push on a little bit longer and see if any glimmer of happiness approaches my worthless life. |
| | Posted by bastard at January 27, 2011 |
was born to an alcoholic mother and father, they weren't married. That was in early 50s and I was brought up as an unwanted 'bastard'. Life goes on dont it, but not good when you have 'uncles' who think they can jump into your bed anytime from age 7 because 'you're a bastard and don't matter!!!' |
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| Posted by Paul at January 27, 2011 |
it does not get any easier when you get older either so anyone who tells you it will get better is full of crap .Iam 53 yrs old and my life still sucks.so that will give you something to think about also |
| | Posted by jimmy at January 27, 2011 |
Very day I wake up life just go shit >I have 1 child and pay child support I pay $210.00 a week for one child >I only make $8.00 ahour but I love my little girl I try so hard every day to find a new job I m a very good worker I know how to do any thing I just don't have any money to get gas or food plus by any clothes for me now I just got laid off I can even see my little girl she live in pace FL. I live in bay city mich. I m 44 year old I m a nice person I help any one ho. Need it. I m just ready to give up with life. I just wish one day some thing good wood come my way. I just want a good job I just want to see my little that all. It just so hard when she call me and she say she miss me so much she cry every time she call me it so hard. I just miss so much. jmccarty09@yahoo.com |
| | Posted by Wannabe lawyer at January 27, 2011 |
I wouldn't listen to anyone when I was a kid, so I first ran off and joined the Navy at 18 instead of studying hard in high school and going straight to college. I came back home after I got out and started school, but I had a nervous breakdown and dropped out of college and didn't work for three years. My mom had me locked up several times during this period I guess she got tired of my drunk ass bumming around her house all the time. Finally went back to school. Joined the National Guard, but punked out in basic so i wouldn't have to quit school and go to Iraq. Finally finished school last year - at 30 - with a useless BA in Political Science that I only got so I could apply to law school. Didn't get in to law school last year so I'm trying again this year. Sounds great, right? Wrong. I'll be graduating three years from now with a LOT of student loans and no money and maybe no job. Ive been depending on my mother a lot recently (who am I kidding, my whole life, practically) since I blew my inheritance from my dad, I have no money at all. I got married in October to a wonderful woman, who stays pissed off at me constantly because I can't quit smoking and who is beginning to find out what an unemployable loser she married. My mom can't afford to support me since she has to take care of my autistic sister and my niece and she's about to retire this May (she's a teacher). I came into this world with everything but I didn't know what I had, and now I'm struggling. My life sucks. Sometimes I just pray to God that I would die. |
| | Posted by the vet at January 26, 2011 |
How can you say anyone can be happy? Given my circumstance I lost the lower half of my body and my right arm and part of my left. I was hit with an I.E.D. in the iraqi war. When I returned home after an extensive stay in the hospital I found out my wife had left me for our neighbor. Tell me how I can make my life better without putting a .223 round in my head. |
| | Posted by darren in colorado at January 26, 2011 |
so a year ago my best friend of twenty years died in Jan and i never got a chance to say goodbye he never told me he was dying. then my son almost dies in September he contracted type 1 diabetes he was in pediatric ICU and then to top it all off my girlfriend of 6 years just dumps me out of the blue. i was on my way to Arizona to be with her and my son. when she starts not answering and blaming everything on me i think she is a fucking lying ass betraying big ass whore and you know what Jessica if you read this your fucking fat i was slumming it, i only stayed with you because of my son. i cant wait to find a nice pretty girl with a small waist that i wrap my arms around and you fuck you cant wait for that karma you believe in to come back around and bite ya in the ass. |
| | Posted by Laura at January 26, 2011 |
I hate my fucking life because i am thirty seven years old and never done anything with it. i recently lost my job because i said some shit i didnt mean out of anger, (as if freedom of speech isnt allowed) i didnt even say it to the boss, i said it to a co-worker that has said the same shit to me except she went and told on me. I have three kids, and my daughter is in a mental istitution my oldest is a low life dead beat, and my youngest likes to fuck with people all the time and make everyone feel sorry for him. The man i have been with for the last nine years secretly is still in love with his first crush and he has become distant and doesnt want to have sex with me anymore, and recently she posted on her facebook she is single again... and things between me and him constantly get worse and worse since then. And he doesnt have the balls to admit to me the truth and when i tell him to get the fuck out, he wont leave. Ive tried calling the law to have him removed and they basically told me it was my problem and i should get over it. Also he hid her number under his sisters contact information in his phone, after i caught it under his cousins contact number and called him out on it. yet he continues to actually try to get me to believe he isnt hiding anything from me. |
| | Posted by anonymous at January 26, 2011 |
I'm a freshmen in High School.Nobody loves me. The one person who ever actually cared left me because I'm too much to deal with. I've loved only one other person for years and he doesn't even care about me. He hates me. My whole family says I'm an asshole who will never get anywhere in life. My family wouldn't care if I didn't wake up tomorrow morning, and I wouldn't care if they died either. Nobody has told me I love you in years. My friends don't care about me. I don't even have one best friend I can talk to. I don't trust people and nobody trusts me. I'm so lonely and sad. I cry every night because I'm so pathetic. I'm absolutely all alone. I hate being 15. I hate life. I wish the whole world would just explode so I could die. My life fucking sucks. |
| | Posted by Ivana at January 25, 2011 |
hey...im posting this just cause i have nobody to talk to.im 16 and i can honestly say LIFE SUCKS!! I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE! im a girl(im emo) and im so lonely, i have a lot of problems with the people in school they are humiliating me and offending me all the time. i come home crying everyday. my parents know that i have problems and they dont do anything about that..that really hurts my feelings...and i dont know what to write anymore goodbye haters... |
| | Posted by Meandmyshadow at January 25, 2011 |
I was born into an abusive family. My father was physically and sexually abusive to me from the time I was able to talk until I was 17 years old. It didn't stop until he finally moved away. I told police officers and counselors, but no one helped. My father almost killed my mom on her first mothers day. He kidnapped me and he still didn't get into trouble. Eventually my mom remarried another abusive ass. He was physically and emotionally abusive. He turned my mom into an alcoholic and spent all of our money on beer so we never had food or clothing. Kids at school would make fun of me for wearing the same dirty, ripped clothes everyday. I started to eat as a way to ease the pain and I gained a lot of weight. Which made kids make fun of me more. Finally my mom divorced him and we were forced to move in with her dad. We now live in a moldy basement, and I'm highly allergic to mold so I have a hard time breathing. I am appreciative that we have somewhere to live don't get me wrong. I got a job and bought my own clothes and lost weight. My grandfather is also an abusive man, he is controlling and hits us if we disagree with him and I'm not talking a little slap he's punched me in the face and broke open my lip. I was told not to press charges because he's old and senile so I never did. I finally purchased my own car, but last year this guy hit me and totaled my car. The day before I found out I was pregnant, but I lost the baby because of the accident. The guy who hit me didn't even stay, he took off so I couldn't get his information. I lost my job because I was depressed. I really don't see any hope in the future, and I'm tired of people telling me "Trust in God" and bull crap like that. I mean hello, its not making me feel any better you morons! |
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| Posted by anonymous at January 25, 2011 |
life does suck...Try being 34 years old, get kicked out the military which you did 8 years, and have to depend on the govt for your living expenses when you move from Denver CO to Las Vegas NV, where unemployment is the highest in the fucking nation! Try living with the fact that your family looks at you differently like your the black sheep in the family because you date and married outside your race. Try taking a look at when you help people to try to better themselves they always fuck you over. Being an unemployed, but yet educated veteran is also a target for being a quote unquote terrorist. Try thinking about yourself not others...I can't, because its not in my nature. I have gone through more bullshit in life than others. I been in different countries. I seen life. And it all sucks. Everyone in this planet is oppressed in some shape form or another. And why? Because you let it to happen. You succumb to the fact that everyone has a different agenda. Even family. DTA. My motto. Even with my gf, family, whomever. Life as an atheist has been better than my ex-Christian life. You and only you is what matters. Fuck the rest. Being different is a good thing. Tell yourself that every day. This is your one and only life. Re-create and move on. Create yourself and by doing that, you will either hate life, enjoy it, or move on. Its a hard concept, but thats what the monetary system set up for us to live about. Blame yourself, and educate yourself, before pointing fingers. Life does suck but think about other options. Educate yourself. |
| | Posted by johnnyD at January 25, 2011 |
OK SO MY LIFE IS SO BAD RIGHT NOW
My mom practically kicked my ass out of the house before I even hit 13, and I never even met my dad. My only friend till I was 10 was the fagoot prick next store who was always beating the **** out of me and telling me I wasn't worth Its not even like I had a choice, the town ****ing had something like 9 people living in it, I lie to you not. My entire adolescence as just moving around from place trying to get along with people who didn't even want me.
You think that's the worst? My only friend was an Asian guy in his thirties or something, who only kept me around because he thought I could help him get laid. The only perk was that I also got to hang around with this cute ginger chick, she was flat as a pancake sure, but damn she was a total nymph. She must hace been a sadist or something cause she always took pleasure in hitting me and telling me how she loved to get wet.
But dear god the bane of my existence was this adult couple that I coud NOT seem to avoid. You know these types of couples that are absolutely sickening, like they wear matching outfits and finish each other's sentences? Yeah they were ****ing creepers, and they had a cat, wich was at least twice as annoying as they were, I swear this thing would never shut the **** up.
Like I said I ended up moving from town to town getting into fights with others kids my age, even adults from time to time.
The only thing that kept me going was my dream to become a pokemon master. |
| | Posted by DaHa at January 25, 2011 |
Can you imagine my surprise when my husband met a girl and decided to help her get a divorce? No, I didn't think so....we had a story book romance and here we go. Can I ever trust the old geezer again? |
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