My mother passed away last year, and the anniversary of her death is tomorrow. I act happy and cheerful and put a smile on for everyone else, but on the inside I'm crumbling apart. Sometimes it doesn't seem like life is even worth living at all. I can't find a purpose: I'm not doing well in school, I just lost my wallet, I'm afraid my sister will have to drop out of college because of financial reasons, my dad is an selfish ass-hole, and to top it off, I no longer have a mother. I don't know what to do, I'm confused, lonely, and depressed. | |
I am so sorry to hear about your mum. I know it sounds cliche, but sometimes it takes time to heal. You're mum's death, financial stressors, a father who has checked out, well, that would cause any person to be depressed!! May I suggest that you go to a therapist? It may help to talk to someone professional, and perhaps give you better advice than we can-
For the depression, I would recomend seeing your doctor. They can place you on a medication that works for you, and clear your head, so you can focus on your life again...
Good luck dear,
Cursed
These are all momentary issues. All piles up and it all seems really bad and sad, it feels that way, for a little while it is that way, but these are truly temporary issues that will pass. I agree with Butterfly concerning your dad probably hiding a lot more financial trouble than there really is. It's gonna be all okey. Take a deep breath, scream, cry and move on. You'll laugh at this later ;)
Life is what you make of it. Unfortunately, you have been dealt a rotten deck but you have your health and that is more than what most have.
Good luck!
From, A kind heart.
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