I was born in China, where the people might be poor in Western perceptions, but certainly not poor in happiness terms. I was loved, cared, looked after and had great spirituality in my life, until China begin opening up.
My official happiness life ended in 1998 when the business life forced my parents to send me to an English learning boarding school, where the Chinese spirituality was minimized. During my time I had unpleasant memories lasting until today dealing with people not from China. I did not understand them and had constant conflicts.
Then comes Australia, another 8 years of life changing pain. My family suffered greatly after coming both financially and mentally. I do not fully understand why they came to Australia, but at least I know pollution in China has gone out of control. We are not talking about air particles, we are talking about toxic materials leaking to underground water and no longer buying food you are sure of.
Australia has little to no spirituality, which my life depends. The people are soulless here, and not caring for others. Being in Australia I tried to integrate to the Australian way of life, but failed miserably. Now I isolate myself completely from Australians, and every time I talk to them I get so upset.
I am doing everything to get out of this country, and have my pre-1998 life again. My parents are suffering greatly and has deteriorated to my sadness. Its permanently hurting when you are forced out of your own country. Fortunately, I have found a country, and at least I have a goal to end this all.
I blame all this on Western science and development. It has artificially shaped humanity away from its nature state. It destroys the planet, don't care about humans. Our education is designed for this system, our working life is to contribute to this system, and all this system does is creating things I believe truly pointless and meaningless to me. It makes human soulless creatures. | |
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good vs evil mentality
not this fake culture that the west has enforced upon us
"oh i gotta have a diamond shaped face... or an oval shaped face like megan fox.."
"i wanna be like bradd pitt "
well listen up faggot, i live in a foreign country too...
and whenever i remember my country or the spiritual uplifting material.. i google it or goto youtube and watch those videos and feel better again
btw i am a Buddhist and ascetic nowadays
trust me, even in the worst of places... you can attain inner peace.. even in australia
or usa
me for example listen to old songs
and i am not even chinese or burmese or far eastern yet i am a buddhist
because of the internet
its all good bro.. try to look at good things in life
like buddha said, enjoy the now forget everything else
THE GRASS IS NOT GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE so stop that mentality! go to the library and get spiritual books DUH!
xo
If you do not like where you live, then leave.
If you do not like western or Australian values, then STFU!
"Humans are empty"...So your FULL of dick in your ass?
See your in Hell, I got the bitch cage and your pimp whos waiting for you.
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I am an american and you know how most of us say we are proud to be american? I find it gets harder and harder every day to say i am proud to be american. We have lost values that once made us a decent country. Now we are run by media corporate fucks and dumb ass politicians. There is no hope any more. All americans care about is money, fame, and the toxication of hollywood. That is except for the true unknown and unthanked citizens who do an honest days work for only a penny. Anyways i quoted your last paragraph because it is so wonderfully true.
Our politicians have ALWAYS been dumb ass, you are just becoming more aware of it.
I have traveled to many different countries and I still prefer to live in the good ole' USA.
Two weeks every year, I spend my two week vacation is a wilderness area. I do not bring along any electronic device. It gets me back in touch with nature.
Ironically, the USA has more true wilderness areas than almost any other country.
THE GRASS IS NOT GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE so stop that mentality! go to the library and get spiritual books DUH!
xo
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