I fucking hate my life.I am 28 yrs old and recently got divorced.I hate my fucking x husband. I don't have any job and living with my parents.Every fucking day they will say mean things to me just cause im staying with them and cant afford myself.I applied 100 places and no luck so far.Im so damn depressed.All my friends are happily married. I feel like a fucking loser.Went back to school again but failing my classes badly. I cant concentrate on my studies. I need a job badly. I don't have a bf.No one likes me cause im so ugly looking. Every freaking guy likes some fucking models!!! I just want to end my life.I don't want to live in this mean and cruel world.Its pointless staying here where no one cares.If you are pretty and got money people will only value you.Other wise you don't even exist in this world. | |
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I know that no one can understand how you must be feeling beCAUSE we dont always fit the same shoes but know that YOU are beautiful and money does not validated who you are as a person. IF you are a woman of heart and kindness you should never have to let anyone steal that truth about you. People are cruel and sometimes it is our very own loved ones who are bringing us pain but we must remember WE ALL sins and we have no control of others but ourselves. WE have the choices how to react and deal with the problems. I know easier said than done but just know you are never alone. There are others who has it worse than us.
I'll pray for you. GOd Bless.
Break-ups for most people are just shitty... no matter what- whether it's a divorce or just a boyfriend/girlfriend, being abandoned by the person you love, just plain SUCKS! It's going to take some time honey- Right now, this divorce is probably like a festering wound? Everytime you turn around, you're constantly reminded of the love you lost? But trust me, the only thing that will make the hurt go away, other than anti-depressants, is TIME. If you can find things that once made you happy- before you met the man of your dreams- try delving into them...
You've got to stay busy- if you're not out there beating the street to find work, then volunteer, or perhaps find an internship doing something you'd enjoy? DO NOT sit around feeling sorry for your situation. It's hard- I know. BUT- you've got to pull yourself out of the SLUMP your in.... There must be something that you would enjoy doing for work? What is it? Who can teach you the skills you need to do it? Your young, and you've got a good life ahead of you. And don't worry, when you are happy, another boy will come along... But if you're not happy with yourself, you are not going to be happy with anyone else right now-
Been there-
Good luck- TRY (it's hard) to change- and be positive!
Cursed
No matter how bad things get for you no that there are more people out there who love you than people who dont
Heads up Shrek
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