Deep inside I've always felt so alone, I'm a person who likes to socialize a lot.
I try and make new friends and we start to talk a lot to each other for a few days and then they will just stop talking, like they don't need me anymore. They don't say hi anymore they completely blank me, I am destined to be lonely. Right now I am sitting here with no body talking to me - not even my boyfriend, he is blanking me too. I honestly don't see the point anymore, I can't keep friends, I feel so depressed, this world doesn't need me and it's getting so unbearable this extreme loneliness. I sometimes contemplate suicide but I can't do that, even if I wanted to I just can't. So I am destined to live my life being forgotten by everyone. | |
"You can change the way you think"
Explosive idea!!!!Think about it.
I have been felling lonely deep inside for about 8 years. Haven't figured out why and how to fix this. I guess the the ulternative question of mine is WHAT MAKES MY LIFE MEANNINGFUL. So, currently I am doing something not really interests me though to keep my life going, I'm still looking forward to live in the life completes me.
I am caught by the wor of your story, deep inside. I guess that's the common thing for both of us. I don't know about you, but my kind of deep inside is a combination of intellectual and emotional unmatch with reality. What's yours?
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