Humans are a pathetic Race. I hate that I am Human.
Humans are such a pathetic race. We take the best of anything and crush it, manipulate it and use it and abuse until there is nothing left and still, we are jealous and envious and want more. Nothing is ever enough.
We are all just a bunch of chemical reactions, occurring to ensure species survival. Live your life and try not to waste too much so we can all enjoy the short time we have. Once it's gone, that's it. Believe what you want, but this is the Real Truth, the Meaning of Life.
I hate that I am a human, but I don't want to be any other creature either. I hate that I am able to think and I wish that I was born ignorant. Ignorance is bliss??? Is it??? I wish my brain processes and memories were never born. I hate how ungrateful I am. I am in a first world country, I would Love to give my life for someone more deserving (like in a 3rd world country) Maybe I am stupid. The world is at my doorstep in a first world country, and I'm too depressed and caught up in the fact that I have a bad back, and stuffed knees and allergies to everything, sick all the time, in agony all the time to get over myself and try to make the most of life. But then, 3rd world country people are human too. Given money, they too, just like successful 1st world country people would become corrupt and abuse the system and want more.
We are overpopulated. For goodness sake. Why the hell are people everywhere, including 3rd world countries so stupid to keep having babies??? FFS!!! One always hears stories about unfortunate children, please help them, donate, etc etc. WHY THE HELL WERE THEY BORN IN THE FIRST PLACE??? FRICK! If one cannot afford to feed themselves, let alone health care, WHY THE HELL HAVE A CHILD??? Argh, I want to throttle people. Contraception is readily available, hell abstinence prevents it all together, even Abortion is available in some places. Sigh. What is the point of even trying???
Every single day my existence is adding even more and MORE waste to this already polluted world. I'm never going to have the courage, nor the physical strength to do anything meaningful/helpful in my life, so why continue leading a wasting life??? All we are is a bunch of chemical reactions. Pretty that up anyway you like. Believe in God, whatever. At the end of the day, once we're gone, that's it. Chemical reactions completed. I fear pain too much to kill myself. But in the whole scheme of things, I wish there was an easy/painless way to end my life. I am not selfish, I am trying to not be selfish, I'm trying to save the planet. But why should I care, no one else does. Just the quick and easy fix is what everyone wants, I'm a hypocrite there, because I seem to want that too. What is wrong with me?? What is wrong with humans. How could the human race have turned out so pathetic and greedy?? We are apparently the cultivation of thousands of years of evolution. What the hell went wrong?? What in the hell went WRONG??? LoL, I don't fail at life, it's in my genes, we all fail. Humans fail. Humans are pathetic. Driven by greed. Let's hope we all die slowly by our own demise. Just desserts. Shame the poor Earth and all the innocent animals will suffer needlessly along with us. Us humans are so selfish, pathetic and greedy, only interested in ones own personal gain, that we don't even care. Are you proud to call yourself human? Cos I sure as hell am not. There is no insult low enough to describe just how pathetic humans are. I hate what humans are what they are becoming that is even worse than present, yes, humans can become even worse. Useless and selfish pieces of nothing, deserving of everything horrible for the pain and suffering resulting from human greed and selfishness.
How could the human race have turned out so pathetic and greedy?? We are apparently the cultivation of thousands of years of evolution. What the heck went wrong?? What in the heck went WRONG??? LoL, I don't fail at life, it's in my genes, we all fail. Humans fail. Humans are pathetic. Driven by greed. Let's hope we all die slowly by our own demise. | |
There is no amount of money that can fix the excruciatingly painful condition I was born with. I want voluntary Euthanasia. I've endured 25 years of this. When is Enough, ENOUGH???? I'm allergic to pain relief, I slip disks out just walking and it takes MONTHS, not days, MONTHS to heal. Then I have secondary injuries, like excruciating knee pain just as my back heals. I had just fixed my back 2 months ago. My knees are still quite painful, but my back pain had stopped. Then today at work, I picked something up so carefully, but clearly wrong, and slipped my damn disk out. My knees weren't yet healed, now I'm bed ridden again. All my sick leave from all my 5 jobs are used up. I'm fucked. I'm useless to the world. PLEASE, I WANT IT TO END. I don't want to go on the dole, why should I be paid taxpayers money just because I'm a weakness of the species?? That is BS. What a waste of time/space/money. There are people out there with no health problems who can really make a difference in the world. Help them. Let people who are useless, die. Or at least make some world government to get rid of useless, irrelevant people who are nothing but a drain on society. Darwins theory. Only the strongest should survive. No wonder humans are such a weak and pathetic species. If it wasn't for wonderful (my arse) modern medicine, I would have rightfully died when I was younger. I WOULDN'T BE AGONY RIGHT NOW, COS I SHOULD HAVE DIED AS A CHILD, like nature intended. Modern medicine is nothing but a hindrance to strengthening our species. We are a weakened species as people are living too long, the sick maintain life and the weak are able to reproduce, making more weak species (like me). I should have never been born. My parents should have never been allowed to reproduce with their genetic problems that they passed to me. I didn't ask to be born. I wish I was given a choice. I sure as hell would have NEVER chosen this. This is not LIFE. :'( :'( AGONY IS NOT LIFE. I want Voluntary Euthanasia.
There is still hope.
I hope things change for you. You have my up most respect for what you have been going through, just try to give Jesus one shot, one opportunity, give him a chance at his word.
Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Regards,
Anonymous..
There are people in far worse situations than you, yes I'm sure your sciatica is bad and your slipped disc is bad but you can learn to live with pain, I'm no stranger to back problems myself.
I have severe scoliosis which required that a bar be fixed to my spine, the bar is now broken after 14 odd years and I'm now in a wheelchair due to other problems I've had since I was 7 years old. Having been in hospital for so long I met people who have been through hell and back but who didn't have the luxury of just giving up or blaming the world and throwing in the towel.
One woman lost a leg wrestling a gun away from her suicidal son, another lost both of her only daughters to cystic fibrosis withing weeks of each other. I was astounded by the strength people can posses when they know that others rely on them.
Sitting back wishing you weren't born or believing the human race is some kind of demonic cancer won't improve your situation, the world does have good people in it. People have an amazing capacity to overcome the most traumatising and terrible things you just need to have some faith in yourself and not be so quick to give up.
Sure we may be greedy as humans but being pathetic is much worse. We want things but is that so wrong, maybe. We shouldnt need to have everything and a lot of people can't so stop and look around you sometimes having a child is something someone looks forward to because they can call him/her their own.
Don't think you understand life is short, you only have one. So go and live it, instead of sitting around acting so damn sorry for yourself and have fun. Things can be so much better if you try. Everything is not easy, but nothing ever is. Suck it up because I'm sure I can say there has been alot of thing worse that have happened to someone other than slipping and feeling sorry for themselfs. People make themselves better so they can look back and say they accomplished or changed their life around. Try it! Maybe your back will feel better:) I don't use pain medication. Should I be in agony? NO.
I feel like you are lookiing at a small few of people. I know for a fact I volunteer. I don't think "oh this is going to make me feel good helping someone," I do it because I feel I am helping someone who needs it. Take that line that we do things for personal gain and put it somewhere else. It maybe a personal gain in a work environment but not everyday life.
I hope you have an amazing life! :) start seeing things from a different angle and things just might get better. Don't be pathetic yourself. Your just hurting yourself more.
I love pot, but hate people who deal it and not stupid enough to grow it, life isnt great but I dont think i'd like to be locked up.
So maybe thats the solution, if my free will was taken away there is no pressure to do anything with life hence contentment
I have not enough words to say how much I agree with that!
Thank you anonymous.
If we are to succeed as species, we cannot rely on money to be the base of thriving, money and the capitalist model is designed to favor a limited number of individuals, not everyone. Then, more than obvious to say, the results of capitalist model are painfully visible...
Grew up in a home where my father took out all his rage on me as a scapegoat..and my mother encouraged him to do so. As a girl i was treated as the servant and family toilet. Went to public school where it was a Lord Of The Flies scenario, where i was bullied and beaten up regularly.Meanwhile My lovely father who i suspect of being a pedophile, was taking in and helping minority children while treating me like shit.
Have always preferred animals to humans.
have always been DEEPLY ashamed to be human.
VISIT A SLAUGHTERHOUSE ...HUMANS ARE DEMONIC, PURE EVIL
each other as well.my painfut memory way back.some of humans try stop the madness being created by these.I wish the end this madness.
You know why [can't do a question mark with this keyboard], because they don't have 'hive minds', and you know why humans are so fucked up because of a lack of this, it's because they have 'individual minds', and that is what allows us to think ''Well not everyone is a terrorist''FUCKIN BULLSHIT that is why the fucked up species that we are a part of couldn't think logically. It's because humans are so worked up in the things that cause them to be an inevitable mistake of a species other than wondering for a second about why they are that mistake.
If they were to have a hive mind, then there wouldn't be any terrorism, rape, rape double standard, murder, or theft. or anything of that nature due to a collective mind that allows them to perform a task in order to survive as a species.
I dont rlly fear death or pain, ive burnt my arm before it was foolish but i was trying to understand pain differently getting back on topic i am a high school student and find whenever im there people are continually looking for a partner they dont realise that it really doesn't matter, and will eventually break up in a short time after getting bored of eachother its just... Pathetic.
when i read this it made alot of sense i want to thank whoever wrote it because not many people would speak up about this.
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