I have been sitting hear crying for an hour trying to find a silver lining in my life. I feel that I have no right to feel depressed and alone, because other people have it a lot worse than I do, but I can't help it. I am in my 30s and my life is going nowhere. I see the people around me accomplishing so much with their lives, and I see how they look at me and think of how pathetic my life is. I don't have any close friends and I have never dated anyone in my life. I am at the point where I would love to settle down and have a family, but it's never going to happen. My social anxiety is so intense that I can't go out unless it's to work and back; I can't even talk on the phone to people. It's pathetic and depressing and sometimes I wish it would just end. I don't see the point in living a life like this. | |
IMAGINE- A life where you feel fufilled, and powerful, and in control..... what is it like? What are you doing every day? How do you treat other people? How do you treat yourself?
Dont let the judgements of other keep you from progressing. If you go out and embarass yourself, youve got a reason. You were just acting in the best interest of you. You were proliferating the cause of you. It might seem weird to them if you are awkward or say something weird, but thats all it is. Just another step you had to take to turn your life around.
Victory is not dictated by whether or not you have succeeded or failed, but how long until you have given up.
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