I am writing this because i am lonely and don't have anyone to talk to and maybe it will make me feel better. I am 27 and a guy and i should be happy because i have health and a family. but i have never had a girlfriend and never get laid or have any ladies who want to spend time with me. i pay for prostitutes like once a year and it sucks. i try to not masturbate but then i dream about sex and it comes out at night. i am so frustrated to not get any women. when i go out and see happy people or see someone i like and they ignore me it sucks. there have been many times when i tried to get to know someone politely but they always reject me and call me a creep. i try to be happy and do good for my family but seeing women or thinking or sex makes me feel impotent and frustrated. i get so angry and can not deal with anything. i have a very large penis but it has never helped me to get laid. women always find me uninteresting and weird. i can't drink alcohol and that makes meeting people harder. i know no one cares but life shouldn't be this way. i think about the iroquois nation, their name meant 'people who are building a longhouse' and their philosophy was the best mankind knows, to always be in a community, modern capitalism and american culture has destroyed people's communities here, and there are so many people in pain because of it. lack of community is the root of most problems in the world. biologically humans must relate with each other to function properly. people don't know or care and take their relationships for granted, and i know i am getting sick from loneliness but have a hard time finding any sense of community. i went through schizophrenia in my early twenties and it was very terrible. i recovered which i am proud of but no one wants to know or cares. sometimes i think i will die soon and not ever know what it's like to be with a women who likes me. and then to be surrounded by so many people who have that in spades and take it for granted makes me sad. i don't know what to do because i feel like things are getting worse. | |
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I would recommend you to concentrate at things you are good and remarkable at and WORK on YOUR SELF IMAGE.
1. You are fought your decease with positive result. It takes a LOT of WILL POWER!
2. You are caring. (As you say you CARE about your family) That means you would CARE even more about YOUR OWN.
3. YOU are INQUISITIVE. A brain that is SEARCHING has a GREAT CAPACITY TO LEARN! Use your ENERGY (which you have obviously plenty) to become whom you want to be. You are so young and can do a lot not only for yourself but for others. Find some role models. Most of LEADERS are NOT ORDINARY people!
4. Get yourself A JOB that PUSHES YOU UP! Where you get the RESPONSIBILITY that INSPIRES YOU!
Get a HOBBY that INSPIRES YOU and EXCELL IN IT! Why NOT to involve in COMMUNITY AFFAIRS yourself and produce some VALUE.
5. When you will have a FULL LIFE with yourself it will SHINE through! And it would by FAR be much more ATTRACTIVE then any apperance. The best is that you would feel GOOD with YOURSELF!
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