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i just wanna get messed up

Posted by junkie4life at June 2, 2010
Tags: Addictions  Attitude  2010 June

right now theres booze in the cupboard, been sober for seven years. want to pump my veins full of heroin. want some percoset. want to smoke the marijuana, want to get severely messed up beyond belief, nevertheless want some ciggarettes. sobriety sucks. i hate it. i wonder why i am even sober. i just want to use a bunch of drugs and stay messed up for the rest of my life and die early.


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By anonymous at 02,Jun,10 19:44

yeah, i just want to pump the heroin through my veins. ultimate mental pain killer. i love drugs. i really love drugs, i would marry drugs if i could. drugs are the best thing. i don't understand why they aren't legal and alcohol is. i just want some opiates to use.

By anonymous at 03,Jun,10 13:13

yeah i agree

die young .. or die anyway

no one is stopping u .. do it..

By anonymous at 05,Jun,10 13:53

Yes, is true, i rather to die young and happy because of drugs than die old and live the rest of my fucking life in lonelyness, sad and with the heart broken, finally the heart can't support the massive load of shit, drugs are the only thing that help you.

By anonymous at 06,Jun,10 09:15

I guarentee you drugs are the epicenter of your sorrow, i did alot of hard drugs for a very long time, yes they cover up painful memories but they dont fix them. Not to mention drugs destroy your body mind and soul. Pot not so much, it just greatly reduces motivation.

By anonymous at 08,Jul,10 05:49

cool! do it

By anonymous at 02,Mar,11 07:44

Fuck Drugs!!!!! My whole family is a bunch of self absorbed addicts that hurt every one that truely loves them including me. I hate watching them destroy themselves and their kids lives. All drug dealers should be shot for the lives and families they ruin.

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