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20yr old, virgin, in love with best friend

Posted by Silent Stalker at March 23, 2012
Tags: 2012 March  Relationship

So here comes my story:

I am 20 year old guy and I'm a virgin. I'm in love with my female friend with whom I hang out EVERY day for HOURS (2hours min each day, up to 10hours). I love her more than my life. She often humiliates me in front of other people but I simply cannot tell her I don't wanna see her again because I am desperately in love, even though I am almost sure nothing will ever be between us (we have had a few kisses and making outs when we just met, when I still wasn't in love with her... but then I fell in love because of those).

She "loves me as a friend"... and I have a lazy eye (which she said that she's never noticed, but she did notice that I never look her into the eyes, that I always look away before she can even see my eyes).

My dad died when I was 8months old and my mother had to raise me all by herself.
I suck at university, didn't pass an exam for almost a year... it's too hard.

I am writing this here because I want to see if you guys/girls think my life sucks, because I really think it does...


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By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 22:50

she humiliates you in front of other people? that's NOT even a friend, forget some you are in "love" with. you are very young and confusing this for love and it's just infatuation. don't ever let anyone put you down, especially someone that claims to "love you." you should get some new friends and realize that there are so many more girls out there. ones that could actually treat you well and really love you.

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 01:02

im sorry this must be very hard but alot of ppl go through this everyday and even worse problems like losing there best friend wen there in love with there best friend its hard yes but move on cause there are heaps of girls that need loving out there

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 02:14

Honestly, you should have banged her when you had the chance. Start humiliating her for a change; I bet you'll have her at your feet in no time.

By Silent Stalker at 24,Mar,12 05:00

Thanks for your support people, I am really grateful! I'll try to listen to your advices. :)

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 09:05

the lazy eye thing blew it. I know this may sound strange but you probably came across as socially awkward as you couldn't make or maintain eye contact. Don't be ashamed of it, look people square in the face and be confident that will help. next time she humiliates you shoot her down make her look like a dick infront of her mates, then she calm down a little.

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 10:32

Maybe you need to pull away for a while.... she obviously enjoys your company so maybe you need to force the issue a little. Think about it, if you were to get a girlfriend you wouldnt be there for her - give her a taste of that and if its meant to be she will come around.
As for humiliating you - don't let her get away with that. Do you really want a woman who will walk over you your whole life?? Next time she does it have a comeback or simply tell her "that was mean" or "that was so rude" - she "should" be embarassed.

By anonymous at 24,Mar,12 15:39

the lazy eye thing... people don't notice it as much as you think, it's all in your head. do yourself a favor - don't be so self-conscious and don't over think it when you meet new people.

as for the girl, stop paying her attention. she will be back running, unfortunately that's how we work... although, if she really humiliates you, i'm sure you can do better.

By grandpa at 24,Mar,12 21:12

just stop. end it all. than,
1-she will come back to you in no time, or,
2-she will not.
after some time, you will either be 'free' or with her.
now, you may consider this text as complete and utter bullshit,
but remember this-time is not waste it...

By anonymous at 28,Mar,12 00:59

just ask her if she wants to fuck. cant go wrong either way.

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