I had a pretty hard childhood. I was bullied and abused both emotionally and physically and although I considered suicide from an early age, I always kind of had hope for the future I would say to myself things will be better when I growup. and for a while they did get better. I got married to a man who abused and manipulated me as well as cheated and lied to me. When he finally left I was relieved.
But now I am 36 and I have nothing to live for. No kids- all my "friends " have relationships or kids or both and I have nothing. So where is the happiness I have waited my whole life for?
The worst part is that I lost my faith in God. Even as a kid I had God when it seemed like I had no one else. But I lost my faith- I can't feel him. Maybe its because I am angry life turned out this way. I wish I could believe again. | |
There are plenty of things to live for. Are you smart? Yes, I believe you are. That's a good thing. We live in a world filled with dumb-asses. Are you pretty? Again I am going to say yes. Not just physical beauty. You probably have a beautiful spirit. And, the list goes on and on.
Listen, life is filled with both joy and challenges. Learn from your challenges and embrace the joy. Don't loose faith in yourself or God. He won't let you down.
Keegles may help with alot of things but unless this woman's god is her dildo- then she obviously doesn't need your smart, witty, asswipe, comments...
What's up with the angst kids?
;o)~
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