I'm a police officer for a city in the Mid-West. I sometimes pray that I get shot to death on the job so it looks more noble then taking my own life. Life isn't fair, Only the douche bags and the rich wealthy silver spooners make it in life. It's rare that someone can pull themselves from nothing and become something. I deal with everyone shit on a daily basis, apparently I'm not a human being capable of emotions, apparently I don't have a family, Apparently I don't know what its like when it comes to personal issues, I guess I'm just a robot that serves only one function and that's to arrest and beat people. I'm grateful if I get a smile from someone, it really means a lot. No I don't get a special glee out of arresting you, I'd rather let you go, no I don't like writing you tickets, no I don't like having to hurt you, but you put me in those positions. Don't yell at me, I don't have control over your actions, and no it's not my fault. I see so much pain and poverty everyday that it makes me think everyday life is not worth living. Yeah so, at least you get to go home after every day. Home? What home? My house hasn't been a "home" in over 10 years. My wife is gone, my kids too. MY parents are dead and my best friends as well. I can't remember the last time I've been "home"
Hear my plee. If I'm being an ass, I might just be one, but most of the time it's because I just fished a girls body out of a river, or I just dealt with a nasty situation. Please give me the benefit of the doubt. Please, just respect me and I'll respect you. | |
Like everyone else, you're just doing your job. And getting no appreciation or thanks for what you do-
Sounds like my job.
It's good to vent on this site. People generally can commiserate together. They have either been there or experienced that-
The depression of the recession that we are in, isn't making it any easier for people.
I spend more on groceries and gas than I ever have in my life and for some reason, my paycheck isn't keeping up??? Working for minimum wage with a college degree... What's the fucking point? Now I have student loans up the ass and that isn't the only action I got going on there (read my post- cursed). Anyhow, keep strong and although we may not thank you when we get a speeding ticket, at least we can understand...
Best regards,
Cursed
And You have kids, im sure they want to see you. You are there dad after all. And get out there and do some things you like, make some friends, try new things and be more optimistic, it can change your mood around!
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