LIFE SUCKS

Cant ignore reality

My life is a broken glass. Everything thats mattered to me is just slowly degrading and theres nothing i can do. Theres too much stress in my life to post on here. i try to ignore the stress by working out or looking at the positives of life, but at the end of the day i look at the mirror and see failure. I dont see the point anymore. I mean im a senior in high school and i think about how bad life is gonna be in the future. Im gonna go to college and then work long, hard years to get a meaningless job and if i get a good paying job ill probably get a wife that is a golddigger that doesnt even love me. While time ticks away ill eventually die like most people and not even be remembered. Most people arent remembered greatly except by their family. But i dont even have that...