For the past two years my life has been miserable. I would be able to type up a whole paper on the issues, so I'll keep it short. I am a freshman in college now. The summer before my senior year in high school is when it all began. I had met a wonderful and beautiful girl who I was attracted to and still am. We really hit it off and seemed to never stop talking. This lasted for about two months and it all came to a screeching halt. She says we should just be friends for now. That tore be apart and It doesn't stop there. About a week later my parents informed me that they both are filling for bankruptcy and our house was being foreclosed. So in the next week we had to pack stuff up to get it loaded for the moving company. That week went by and we had three days with the moving company. This was scary because it wasn't until the half way through the last day that we found a house to live in. I was half a day from being homeless. We finally got most of our stuff in our new house and it was a week from the first day of school. A week from senior year I had to move. This was supposed to be the best year of my life and it already is starting like crap. I lost a beautiful girl and I lost my home of 17 years. The first months of school were awful. Seeing her in the hallways was not helping either. I began drinking and doing drugs to get away from the pain. It didn't help and I don't suggest using that method. After awhile I just decided that I was going to let it not bother me and just live my life. Things slowly but surely got better and senior year was almost done. No problems, and not many worries. College began after summer and I had run into this girl a couple of times and thing went on like they were fine, which I was pleased about. We didn't really communicate but things were weird like they were. My first semester went alright, grade were decent and I was meeting a lot of new people. It wasn't up until about two months ago that this girl and I began to talk to each other regularly again. This made me hesitant but I also wanted to further our relationship again. So we began talking again and hanging out. But now it beginning to decline and talking less and less and I feel that its not going to work out this time around either. I can't keep my mind focused on school work and my grades are slipping. I'm stressed from school, from family, current friend situations and because of my relationship with this girl. I'm usually depressed and can't focus. I don't know what to do or whats going to happen. All I what to know is, WHY IS MY LIFE SO MISERABLE RIGHT NOW?? | |
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bridgie hart
you have it hard in life sweetie.
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