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Everything went bad

Posted by Noone at February 28, 2012
Tags: Alcohol  Attitude  2012 February  Health

Doomed to die because of hepatitis c.

Don't have money to pay for treatment.

Started drinking and smoking when i was 16 and now im 24.

One and only love of my life still rejects me. I fell in love with her when i was 16. I guess one and only love for whole life doesnt work in real world.

Found out my dad is not my real dad lately. Biological dad came to once drunken and died after few months later because of kidney failure. Even my stepped dad got divorced with my mom when i was 15.

I used to be considered as genius by the society but now im failure at college. Normal graduating year is 4th. But now i'm in my 5th year. Graduation is still far. Cant get anything done because of too much stress.

Only time when i forget all this is when im drunk. I know i should not be drinking when i have hepatitis c. But i just cant help it.

Once i tried to suicide. But then i realized how my family would react to it.

I know i'm near genius when it comes to programming. But when i try to do it. I just cant get my potentials work anymore.


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By anonymous at 04,Mar,12 21:10

You're an idiot for drinking with hepatitus c. You're in college, you should be able to score some weed. I went to college for 5 years what? My dad was going to die from Hepatitis B but he prayed and he got cured somehow. Drinking is the same as suicide in your condition. It's not that enjoyable either. Love sucks. If you have a big heart/dick you should be able to find someone. Some people find true love, those people aren't anyone I know.
Even people who are naturally gifted have to practice their asses off to get good. Programming is a great field to get into, takes alot of work but keep at it.

By anonymous at 04,Mar,12 23:51

Stop the drinking immediately, you have no idea what the future could hold in store. And you might miss it if drinking with Hep. C shortens your life. Try to focus as much as possible on YOUR life and the POSITIVE in it, not your biological dad, or your stepdad, or the one love who rejected you. Focus on what makes you happy and what you enjoy doing, and find new things to do as well! Try 1 new thing a day for the rest of your life and I guarantee you will become happier! If you're a genius at coding but are having trouble, you need to find out what is causing the trouble. Are you stressed out or is your mind preoccupied with negative thoughts? Try to relax, take a hot shower/bath, watch a TV show you like, and eat some good food, and once you're feeling good, then try to jump back in and see if your mind is any clearer. The worst mistake is believing you can't do it. You can do anything you put your mind to, you have to believe it no matter what, that's the only requirement.

By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 03:30

man...if you're a genius then I'd hate to see the stupid people type a story in here. were you drunk when you typed this? wow!!!
By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 16:06

some ppl can be a genius in one field and a total idiot in another. this guy didn't say he was a genius writer, just a genius at programming.

By anonymous at 05,Mar,12 16:13

forget about "normal." there is no such thing. it's a subjective word that can mean so many different things to so many people. 5 years is not too bad. these days it doesn't matter how long, just be happy that you are almost there and getting your bachelors cuz lots of ppl do not even have that.

you are lucky. you are a genius in a field that can make you lots of $$$ real soon. don't waste your talents. you really know you have to stop the drinking. join an AA or something. you know you are killing yourself. why are you doing this?

falling in love at 16 and you're 24 now? i am sure it's more of an infatuation than real love. fact is that there is NO one true love or soulmate for one person. there is MORE THAN ONE. there are about 6.5-7 billion in this world, do you really think that out of all these people, only 1 person is your true love. please. there are a lot more fish in the sea and you need to move on and find your other loves. you are young and have a bright future ahead. and unlike many others, it's all in your hands. you can choose to get better and stop drinking and graduate faster. you are so lucky in that you have CONTROL of it all and you should take advantage of that. be well. good luck.

By anonymous at 10,Mar,12 03:49

you need a life coach. Find a group. Find a real person. You can do it!!! You can do anything you are a genius. Don't over think it. Just go and find a group. Walk up to Alcholhalics anonymous, a psychologist and tell them you need help.

They can help you. you can do it! You can choose life. Just count to 3 then go.

By mia pron khalifa at 26,Oct,19 01:58

6DBxS6 Its hard to find good help I am constantnly saying that its difficult to find good help, but here is

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